DISCONTINUED |soft| •YOONSEOK•

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Yoongi wakes up in the middle of the night. His stomach churning. He lifts Hoseok's arm off of him and runs out of the bed. He goes to the bathroom, opens the toilet lid and throws up last nights dinner.
He feels the acid rising in his throat and gets sick again. He starts crying from the taste and pain. His body feels weak. But he can hold himself up so he doesn't fall on you he floor.
He feels a warm hand in his back. He jumps at the touch and learns around. Hoseok his squaring next to him. He has sad eyes, but a comforting smile. He sits next to Yoongi and rubs his back until Yoongi is down.
Yoongi lays back against Hoseok, his body shaking. "Seokie, Yoonie is icky."
Hoseok reaches over and flushes the toilet. "Lets wash up, then we can go to bed. It's past your bed time, little boy." He picks Yoongi up and sets him on the sink counter. He helps the younger brush his teeth and drink a glass of water.
"Are you feeling sick?" Hoseok says. He presses his hand against the youngers forehead, but he has a normal temperature. "Maybe you have food poisoning."
"Poison?!" Yoongi exclaims. "Seokie, why I poison?"
"No no, it's not like that. Maybe your food was undercooked. Why do you think you got sick?" Hoseok says.
Yoongi taps his chin with his finger. "I don't know. Maybe too much food."
"Oh, you over ate," Hoseok says. "Well, we should wait until morning to feed you again to make sure you won't get sick again. Let's go to my bed okay?"
Yoongi nods. Hoseok carries him and sits him gently on the bed. "We are cuddles?" Yoongi asks.
Hoseok smiles. "Only if you want."
Yoongi nods. "Please."
Hoseok lays next to him and pulls him close. Yoongi happily lays his head on Hoseok and falls asleep quickly. Hoseok stays awake and rubs the youngers back.
He can't help but think if Yoongi is worth more than a fuck. He can't help but feel happy when he's with Yoongi, and little Yoongi is just as good. He could be reconsidering everything he was think before.
•••
Jimin wakes up with a thin layer of sweat on his skin. He opens his eyes and is met with Taehyung. The younger is holding him tightly and peacefully sleeping. He turns over to see Jungkook also holding him. Jimin only smiles. He likes this. So he closes his eyes and falls back to sleep.
•••
Yoongi wakes up little. He slipped into it very naturally. Hoseok's arms wrapped around him with his nose buried into the older's chest. Yoongi smiles and giggles him.
"Pretty," he giggles.
He hears voices from down the hall. The smell of food cooking causing him to climb out of Hoseok's arms. He waddled down the hall to see Jin cooking at the stove and Namjoon sitting on the counter.
"Baby, just sit and be quiet," Jin says. "Dada will pay attention to you in a minute."
"Dada~" Namjoon shines. "Now~"
"Dada?" Yoongi speaks out.
Jin stops cooking and turns around. Namjoon also looks over at Yoongi standing in the doorway. "Yoongi, fuck," Jin says. "I didn't know you were up."
Yoongi walks towards them. "You're Namjoon's Dada?"
Jin looks at Namjoon. The boy on the counter is looking at him with panicked eyes. No one knows about Namjoon being little. He finds it embarrassing unless he's only around Jin. Jin is his comfort zone. "Yoongi, it's a bit complicated."
Yoongi looks at Namjoon. "'S Okay~" He says. His voice is higher, like how it gets when he's little. His lisp much more prominent. "Yoonie think Jinnie is good Dada."
Jin leans down to the shortest eye level. "Does Yoonie have a Dada?"
Yoongi shakes his head. "Nope! But I want to! Jiminie takes care of me until I find Daddy."
Jin smiles. "Well, I hope you find your Daddy soon. Why don't you and Joonie go to the living room. I'm sure Hoseokie has cartoons."
Yoongi looks up at Namjoon. He hopes off the counter. "Let's go," He says. He takes hold of Yoongi's hand and they go into the living room. Jin is able to watch them from the kitchen. He's glad that Namjoon now has a play friend. He finishes making breakfast and calls the littles to the table.
"Ah, Dada. I don't like plates," Namjoon pouts.
"You will have to wait until we get home, little one. Hoseok only has boring plates," Jin says. He serves them their meal. Both of them start to eat.
"Now, when Hoseokie gets up, you know you will have to go back to big space," Jin says. "Unless, you want him to know. And if you are ready then I think you should."
Namjoon shakes his head. "Not ready."
"And that's okay," Jin says.
"Seokie knows about little Yoonie," Yoongi says. "He takes care of me too! Puts me in pjs, give me stuffies, carries me, takes care of my sickies, and touches my hair!"
Jin smiles. "Wow, looks like Seokie wants to be your caregiver."
Yoongi nods. "He says it. But he is too naughty. Yoonie knows he is naughty too."
Jin nods. He can only assume Yoongi is talking about Hoseok's habit of hooking up. And he would prefer to keep Yoongi away from that. "Well, I think, Hoseok is quite naughty. But maybe you could change him?"
Yoongi smiles. "I hope. Seokie has pretty face. I like his smile!"
Namjoon nods. "Seokie has nice smile. Like a little heart." He makes a heart shape with his hands. "See Dada!"
Jin nods and smiles at his little. "I see. Now we both have to get to work. Are you ready?"
"Leaving?" Namjoon frowns. "B-But Joonie wanna play with Yoonie."
Jin sighs and cups Namjoon's greasy face. "I know baby. But we have responsibilities. I promise we can play with Yoongi another time. And maybe we can even go to the park. I know you love playing there. But we need to go to work now. Can we do that?"
Namjoon nods. "Yes Dada." He gets out of the chair and takes the plate to the sink. "Bye bye Yoonie."
Yoongi waves. He's still eating his food. "Bye Joonie. See you soon!"
Jin takes Namjoon's hand and they leave the apartment.
Yoongi sighs and slouches against his chair. "I want Daddy," he grumbles to himself. "Seokie!" He calls. "Seokie!"
He waits for the older to come, but he doesn't.
Yoongi huffs and shoves the plate away from him. "Daddy!" He yells. "Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!"
He kicks the table, chasing his chair to rock back and forth.
"Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!"
"Min Yoongi, what are you doing?"
"Da-" he kicks the table and tips his chair over. He hits the floor roughly, his head along with it.
"Fuck," Hoseok says. Yoongi starts to cry loudly, holding his head where he hit it. Hoseok picks Yoongi up and checks to make sure he's not bleeding. "Baby, you're okay. It's not bleeding."
Yoongi cries loudly. He tries to push Hoseok away. Hoseok grabs his arms to stop the younger from hitting him. He sits on the couch and lets Yoongi sit himself onto the ground.
"I don't know what to do," Hoseok says. "You were going to end up hurt, you were kicking the table! It's your fault for not being careful."
"Daddy, it hurt!" Yoongi cries.
Hoseok's heart stops. "Daddy," He whispers. He realizes that Yoongi actually called him that. But snaps out of it when he remembers he has a crying little sitting in front of him."
"Do you want some ice? What can Daddy do?" Hoseok asks.
"Kiss it," Yoongi says. He starts to hiccup, his cries slowing down. "And juice."
Hoseok nods and lifts him onto his lap. He kisses the youngers head, he lingers slightly. He smells Yoongi's vanilla shampoo. "There, kisses."
Yoongi's cries creases. He hiccups softly, still. "Thank you Daddy." He turns and looks at the older. "Juice?"
Hoseok nods. "Stay here. I'll get you some." He moves the younger off his lap and goes to the kitchen. He pulls out the carton of grape juice. He finds a non glass cup in the back of his cupboard, and uses that. He hands it to the little. "There, all better."
Yoongi drinks the juice. "Thank you, Daddy."
Hoseok bites his lips. "Baby, why have you started calling me Daddy?" He asks.
Yoongi drinks his juice. "I wan Daddy too. And you say you wanna be my Daddy, mmm so now you are," Yoongi says.
Hoseok pets the youngers hair. "Okay, I'm glad I can be your Daddy. But will big Yoongi like this?"
Yoongi nods. "Big Yoonie likes you a lot. He just knows you're naughty."
Hoseok sighs. "You know, I can try not to be. I'll be a good Daddy. And I'll be Daddy to big Yoongi too, if you want."
Yoongi smiles. "I like that." He lays his head against Hoseok's shoulder. "Sleepy time, Daddy."
Hoseok lays back to Yoongi is laying on him. "Sleepy time," he says. They both fall asleep.
•••
When Hoseok wakes up, Yoongi is gone. Hoseok sighs and sits up. He figure the Daegu boy woke up big and left before he had to face his problems.
But Hoseok's mood brightens when he hears the sink in the bathroom. A door opens and Yoongi comes down the hallway. He's still wearing Hoseok's clothes.
"Oh Hyung," Yoongi says. "I'm sorry about everything." He rubs his neck. "Any trouble I caused and such."
Hoseok stands up. "You're Okay," he walks towards Yoongi. He cups his face. "But you calling me Daddy is probably on sod the cutest things ever."
Yoongi blushes. "Crap. I'm sorry. I promise, it's nothing. You can ignore it, please do actually. I just get attached easily in little space. I don't even-"
Hoseok presses his pointer finger against Yoongi's lips. "Be quiet. Little Yoongi is not good at keeping secrets. I know you like me. And that's okay. I like you too. And I'll gladly take care of you while in little space. And I'll take care of you any other time. Just let me, Yoongi."
Yoongi looks up at Hoseok. "I'm scared. You know nothing about me. I don't want to get hurt."
Hoseok shakes his head. "I won't leave you. If you want, I can just be your caregiver. No romantic or sexual feelings. Just friends. Like you and Jimin. Or there could be, but we can stop whenever you like. I just want you to be comfortable."
Yoongi hesitates. "I don't know. I think I should think about it. I can talk it over with Jimin, see what he thinks. I'll get back to you, and we can learn more about each other."
Hoseok smiles. "Great! Just take your time!"
Yoongi backs away from Hoseok. "Thank you for understanding. I'm going to see if Jimin is still next door."
Hoseok nods. "I'll see you later."
"Bye, Hyung," Yoongi says. He collects his things and leaves the house. He knocks on the door next to Hoseok's. It takes a while for someone to answer. But the door opens and reveals Taehyung slipping on his pants.
"Hey Hyung. Uh, Jimin is getting ready. You can come inside," Taehyung says. He opens the door wider.
Yoongi comes in. He sits on the couch and waits for his best friend. Taehyung disappears inside his bedroom again. But it opens again and Jungkook comes out, his hair a mess and a smile smile on his lips.
"Morning, Hyung," Jungkook says. He walks over to his room.
"Morning," Yoongi says quietly.
He waits for about fives minutes before Jimin comes out fo Taehyung bedroom. His hairs a mess, his lips are pink and abused, and he has a line of hickies in his neck. "Ready to go Hyung?"
Yoongi nods. They walk to the door.
"Bye!" Jimin shouts. He gets a reply from both of the other boys.
Yoongi and Jimin walk to their apartment. They don't speak much until the door closes. "So, what?" Yoongi asks.
Jimin sighs. He slips his shoes off and falls dramatically onto the sofa. "I honestly can't explain it. You wouldn't understand."
Yoongi kneels next to the sofa. "Jimin, I've known you since you were born. Literally. I think, as your best friend, you can talk to me about anything." He smiles supportively. "And I won't talk about my stuff until you spill first."
Jimin's eyes brighten. "You have tea?! Oh my god, spill!"
"Not until you do," Yoongi says.
Jimin sits up. Yoongi sits next to him. "Fine." He drapes his legs over Yoongi's. "So, last night after you left, Tae and I were just dancing. But Jungkook joined us and it was great. I guess we kind of fell asleep. I woke up between them in Taehyung's bed. It was so comforting, and I felt so safe."
Yoongi nods along. He knows Jimin is trying to make the explanation brief.
"I woke up again with Taehyung's lips on my neck. His kisses are so soft, I couldn't help but let him kiss me. In the heat of our make out session, Jungkook woke up. At first I thought he was going to find it gross, but then he kissed me. And it was so good, Hyung. To spare you the details, it was almost a threesome. Well, it was an oral threesome. Taehyung gave me head, while Jungkook kissed me, then I jacked them off." Jimin has a huge smile.
Yoongi listens as Jimin goes into detail about his intimate morning. Of course, he'd rather not. But Jimin is his best friend, and he's quite happy with this.
"It's weird, but I know polyamorous relationships are becoming more acceptable. And maybe it's right for me."
Yoongi nods. "Definitely. You need all the attention you can get."
Jimin whines. "Hyung~ I'm serious."
Yoongi smiles. "I know. I think you should talk to both of them about it. Just be careful, I know Taehyung is interested in you, but Jungkook isn't like Taehyung. I've heard him and Namjoon talking about various hookups he's had while I'm playing the piano."
Jimin huffs. "Maybe it's different with me." It's a stretch, but he reaches it.
"Hopefully. I hope they can agree with you and want what you want," Yoongi says.
Jimin smiles and nods.
"Now, tea. Spill," Jimin says.
Yoongi smiles. "Hoseok knows about me being a little, he has known for a while. And I guess he's shown interest in being my caregiver."
Jimin squeals. "Oh, Hyung! That's amazing!"
Yoongi bites his lip and looks at his hands. "Yeah, plus I may or may not have called him Daddy this morning."
Jimin screams. "Oh my oh! What?! Really?! Why?!"
"Well, I got jealous. And I want a daddy to take care of me. I mean, I really love you and I love that you help me and support me and everything. But it's just not the same," Yoongi says.
Jimin nods. "I understand. I am so happy for you and I hope it works out." He kisses my forehead. "How about we just spend the day in here? We can catch up on our Netflix shows."
Yoongi nods. Jimin adjusts himself so he can lay on Yoongi. And the two spend the day like that.