I Honestly Love You (Markiplier x PewDiePie)

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  • Dedicated to Callum McAneney
                                    

Song: I Honestly Love You - Olivia Newton John

Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know

It had been 2 months ago Felix (better known as PewDiePie) had moved to LA. Ever since then he'd spent nearly everyday at my apartment and been spending less time on his videos. I honestly don't understand it. He moved out here for youtube and now he was giving it up. I sighed, ended my recording and made sure I had uploaded at least 1 video before shutting down my computer. Someone needed to talk to him, he was falling apart or maybe he just missed Marzia. I stopped at the top of my spiral stair case and took a deep breathing mentally preparing myself for what was about to happen. I took each step slowly knowing it could be one step closer to ending a friendship.

“Felix” I said approaching my lounge room where he sat

“Yes Mark” Felix smiled up at me

“We need to talk” I sat down next to him

“Is something wrong?” He seemed to recoil at my words

“I'm...concerned. Felix your always here, your not looking after yourself and you seem to have given up on youtube, are you okay?”

“I'm fine Mark” Felix gave a sad smile

“I know your not Felix, I know you, your not fine, so what is it?”

“It's nothing, done worry about it”

“Are you missing Marzia? Or are you homesick? maybe both?” I pushed

“Marzia and I broke up before I left to come over here” Felix dropped his head

“Man I'm so sorry I had no clue”

“It's fine I found someone else”

“Oh really whose the lucky girl or Cry” I tried to lighten the mood

I felt a familiar ping of jealousy hit me. I had been so jealous of Marzia, I thought they would never break up. This was all a big shock to my system. The man I had loved for 2 years now was finally single and now he seems to have moved on and not with me. It took everything I had not to spill my guts and stop him from loving someone but me. In the end I knew I would rather be miserable, forever alone Markiplier and see him be happy then force him to be with me.

“Um...” Felix turned crimson red

“Come on you can tell your good old buddy Mark”

“I love you” Felix mumbled

“What?” I blinked taken back

“I honestly love you”

Felix stood up and left my apartment leaving me shocked into silence.

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head

I must have stared at the black TV screen for hours trying to process things. He loved me back, the guy I had loved for so long loved me back. How long had he loved me? Did he leave Marzia for me? Had he only fell for me when he got here? Is this why he spent so much time here? So many questions I wanted answered. I stood up from the couch, grabbed my keys, wallet and jacket. I knew where he was and he had to know I felt the same way. I drove through the pain in the ass LA traffic which seemed to only want to hold me back from the love of my life. I finally burst free and into some quiet yet familiar streets. I found his apartment in no time. In my rush to get out of the car I forgot my seat belt and was pulled back with a rough snap. I silently cursed as I undone my belt and rubbed my shoulder. I slammed my car door and ran to his apartment. Floor 2 Apartment 217. I knocked at the door and stood still catching my breath.

“M-mark?” Felix looked at me through tear red eyes

“I honestly love you too” I smiled

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say

Felix looked at me shocked. I placed a finger under his chin and closed his gaping mouth. I chuckled softly and leaned in. I captured his lips in a soft yet passionate kiss. His arms quickly found there way around my neck, mine moving to rest around his waist. Here I was at long last kissing the man of my dreams, the love of my life.

I love you,

I honestly love you

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