evolve - symbrock

7

it had been nearly a week since the event had happened. eddie spent these countless hours boarded up at home and working silently on articles, leaving the house once or twice to visit the office or buy snacks for his companion.

it was a terrible feeling; eddie was constantly burdened with the sensation of guilt, shame, and embarrassment. it wasn't even until he stiffly sauntered into his bathroom the next morning for a quick shower that he had realized the layer of cum attaching his jeans to his thighs. from then on, showering, peeing, and changing his clothes became something he would do almost instantaneously, leaving absolutely no time for venom to interject with a comment about how " it wasn't all that bad, was it?" eddies mouth stayed shut.

surprisingly, venom also tried to stay quiet. every once in a while they'd pester their host for a quick bite or insist he take a stroll outdoors, but aside from that, they were just as tight-lipped as their other half.

eddie knew this would happen. the man was sure that as soon as the pulsing of his member was aided by those long, slick tendrils that he could never pretend it didn't happen. he desperately wanted to go back, to walk out of that bar as sober as could be and walk home boner-free. even at night eddie had layed awake pondering over the possibilities, pathetically hoping that he would awaken to a clean slate. although he was a man that was infected by an other-worldly parasite, this thought was too ridiculous for even him to entertain. his alien buddy had got him off, and there was nothing he could do to change that.

on this particular evening, eddie found himself sitting on the floor of his shitty apartment, eyes closed and legs crossed. "just fucking relax" he repeated over and over within his head.

"that's not going to help." eddie ignored the remark. "meditating is dumb, i can make you feel better."

"c'mon, just fucking close your eyes and breathe in your nose and breathe out you stupid cocksucking mouth, your stupid ass loser mouth" his cries were echoing around his skull. no matter how hard he commanded his body to remain at ease, his legs twitched from the anxiety of having venom watching him.

"i always watch you eddie, you don't need to be scared."

"will you please just shut the fuck up! im trying..." his words lost any real meaning as venom appeared before him, emerging in almost full form. "to relax" he heaved out, attention still fixated on the figure in front of him.

venom cackled. "yelling doesn't help."

eddie was beyond frustrated. all he wanted to do was spit out this stupid fucking goop that was lodged in his body and have just a single moment alone to think about his current emotional state. though the man tried to appear unaffected by the current circumstances, eddie was petrified. to be fair, eddie was always petrified.

"im sorry" venom whispered gently.

eddies head perked up. "f-for what?" his words faltered.

"for what i did. eddie knew it was wrong, i didn't listen" he cooed, nuzzling his head into eddies shoulder. sure, venom was definitely a little less emotionally inept than would be expected of his species, but demonstrating such compassion was still unforeseen. "we can forget."

"no, that's—uh— you don't need to do that" eddie fumbled with his speech, unsure of what to say, every proposal his symbiotic other put forth throwing him for a loop.

the mans brain was swarming. "we can pretend it never happened, isn't that what you want?"

eddie was floored. on one hand, it was ideal, to pretend that nothing had ever transpired and the two could resume their daily routine and live in peaceful matrimony. on the other, eddie would know there was a burning, lingering discussion needing to be held. he knew that even if he took the easy way out, if he refused to confront the admittedly best sexual experience he had ever had (a fact he was hopelessly trying to disprove, though he knew he couldn't) the bond the two shared would grow to become nothing but a bittersweet mistake. eddie values their connection too much to leave such an apparent matter up to question. "no, no i don't want that at all."

"what does eddie want?"

eddie heaved. "vee— i don't really know. honestly, i fucking— geez im really gonna say it—i loved what you did. i—i really did. i just don't know how this," he motioned between the two of them, "will work."

"we work" venom innocently debated.

"no, venom, it's not that. it's just, being with someone like that, it's kind of— i don't know— a big deal, i guess. i don't even know what im saying..." eddies confidence failed.

venoms presence grew, mass emerging to an even greater size. "we are compatible. me and you are a match, we are one" they stroked eddies face with a few loose tendrils. though it was a small motion, it made his knees weaken and blush spread wildly along his cheeks. he hesitantly leaned into venom, letting a few tentacles begin to attach the two. "can we do that again?" venoms sudden inquiry made eddie straighten up once more.

"well, uh..." eddie ran his palm across his face, sweat collecting along the folds of his hand. he hadn't even been aware that he was perspiring to that degree, nevertheless enough to be trickling down his forehead with such ease. "that all depends" he gradually began to shuffle out of venoms grip.

this, however, was not so easily accomplished. vee aggressively pulled him back into their makeshift body, sheltering the man within a sheet of dark, warm flesh. "on what?" the symbiote asked, a sense of urgency ringing throughout his tone.

"on what you want" eddie kindly pushed away.

venom pulled back once more. "i want this."

"vee, i don't think you're understanding the gravity of this situat—"

"i understand completely. i fix your broken bones and eat you're disgusting green foods and help you cum because it will make you happy. happy eddie means happy venom. i may be an alien but that does not make me stupid." eddie didn't bother trying to pull away. "you don't need to feel guilty, i want this" vee purred as a long, slim tendril began to venture around eddies lower half.

it wasn't until he felt it slither against a rather sensitive area of him that eddies eyes shot open, the euphoria of hearing venom speak so honestly suddenly vanishing. "woah, okay buddy i get it" he jerked away quickly. "lets take this slow, though" venom was more than willing to comply.

[i have writes block but symbiotic bfs!!]