It was the first Monday of the school year. And Fayre Mattox was happy for the first time in a while.
I had a pretty rough summer with everything that happened.
The sound of kids yelling and laughing filled my ears.
Flash backs to this summer appeared and I flinched.
"WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with you!" Yelled my moms boyfriend as he held me by my throat against the wall.
My mom was at work as a waitress on night shift, his favorite time to get drunk.
"LOOK ME IN THE EYES GIRL." His grip tightening around my throat.
I was thrashing around grabbing at his hand.
He refused to let go and everything went black.
I blinked quickly, tears running down my cheeks but I wiped my face and covered it with a smile.
My friends kept chatting away about who knows what, maybe there dick appointment's they got this summer.
I smiled and pretended to listen to my friends ramble away about there boyfriend's, a fake smile on my face.
I on the other hand was single.
I was considered the ugly one among my friends.
I mean that's what was wrote in the bathroom stalls.
I never had the self confidence to ask anyone out since sixth grade after I was publicly humiliated.
"Hey guys I'm going to go fill up my awater real quick be right back!" I walked over to the water fountain and filled my water bottle up.
It was currently lunch and I needed water to survive the rest of the day.
Especially since I had counseling next class.
After this summer the hospital suggested I go to counseling to "fix me."
But you can't fix what isn't broken.
I filled it up and sighed, I wasn't ready to go see my friends yet again.
I needed a cigarette, so I snuck around the corner were no one could see me and pulled out my pack a a lighter.
I took a big puff and sighed out the smoke.
Cigarettes weren't doing it for me lately though.
I need something stronger, I need weed or something.
I smoked the rest of my cigarette and stomped it out.
The bell rang and now I had to go to counseling.
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I was sitting in a very uncomfortable chair.
It was like one of the chairs from a doctors office waiting room.
A woman wearing an ugly sweater and black glasses was sitting across from me holding a clipboard and pen.
"So Ms. Mattox how are you feeling lately?" Asked the woman.
Her name tag said Jessie.
"I'm doing great!"I force a smile on my face.
"Okay so how's life at home?" Jessie asked
"Oh it's great I'm a lot happier." I lied through my teeth.
"So would you like to talk about your suicide attempt this summer?" Jessie asked fake concern on her face.
"No, not really I'm happier now I really am." I kept lying and I don't know why.
A flash back happened.
My eyes fluttered open, I was in a hospital bed my mother and her boyfriend sitting on the side of my bed.
My mom noticed I was awake.
"Doctor she's awake!" My mom called frantically.
A woman walked in and smiled sympathetically.
"How is your neck feeling?" The doctor asked looking at it.
It hurt like a son of a bitch, super raw and dry.
I grabbed the glass of water on my bed side and took a drink when I swallowed it hurt worse.
By the look on my face the doctor nodded, "that bad huh?"
"When we found her from the ceiling she was barely alive. She must have been there awhile I'm guessing. I was napping." My Mom's boyfriend lied.
Fuck him.
So my Mom's boyfriend told the doctors he found me in my bedroom hanging from the ceiling fan.
But truth be told he choked me nearly to death.
I was to scared to tell the truth and now everyone thinks I'm suicidal.
(The last flash back and the current one are connected)
Me and the doctor talked a bit more About emotions and she prescribed me pain meds.
When the bell rang I walked out without a word and started walking to biology.
I sat myself down in the back of the room at an empty desk because all the other desks were full or I hated the people.
The class started and the teacher started explaining class rules, when a boy walked in wearing expensive clothing and had a big security guard behind him.
He looked around the class he was looking for a place to sit.
He locked eyes with me and walked over taking a seat besides me.
I raised an eyebrow but kept working trying not to look at him.
"Babydoll why won't you look at me?"he says in a low voice.
"Because I'm working, and don't call me babydoll." I say raising an eyebrow at him.
"Well I can call you other words." I he said raising an eyebrow of his own.
"why are you even sitting with me?" I asked.
"You're the best looking person in the room why else?" He said like it was obvious.
I smiled but it dropped instantly, "don't mess with you I will fuck you up."
He raised both eyebrows, "will you now?" A smirk grew on his face.
"Yes and what even is your name?" I asked rolling my eyes.
"Carl Gallagher princess but you can call me Daddy."
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A/N: I really like this chapter so please don't let this story flop! Next chapter will be longer and the relationship will grow abit more!
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