Father (Book One) (A Tom Hiddleston & Chris Evans Fanific)

{Chapter 8}

She bought the razor to her wrist and was about to press it down when he dad came in. "Go away!" she cried. "Put it down." he held up his hands. "Go away or I will do it." she warned. "I know if I do you will still do it. Please put it down." Tom felt tears welling up in his eyes, "I've lost your mother and I don't want to lose you. Your my world. Please put it down. I beg you." She looked at her hand that shakily held the razor against her wrist and then back at her dad. "Please." She smiled weakly as she dropped the razor and ran to her dad wrapping her arms around his waist.

He sighed in relief she didn't did it as he held her tight. They stood for awhile as Marylin cried in his chest, "I'm sorry. I thought having a drink would make it go away." she pulled away a little looking up at him. "Oh darling." he placed his hands on each side of her face, "I'm the one who should be sorry. The woman I was speaking to in the dressing room. She was a film producer she asked me if I was intressed in working on one of her projects. I would never replace your mum, ever. I can't bring myself to look at another woman like I did with your mum." he smiled wiping her tears with his thumbs.

"Really? What's the film?" "Its a based on the novel 'High Rise'." "So are you going to take it?" She asked. "I don't know yet." he smiled moving a piece of her hair out of her face behind her ear. "When do you start filming?" "After I finish here. Also it's in Ireland." "Ireland?" "Yes." "What about me?" "You will have to stay with antie Emma or Sarah." he shrugged. "But what about Chris?" "Look Marylin he will be busy with his work. I know you love him and he loves you. You can always text, face time and call eachother. You can vist once in a while." 

"I don't want to. Dad please let me stay." she pleaded. "You can't." he shook his head. "And why not. I'm 20 dad please. I can look after myself. Please." she begged, "I don't want to leave him." "I'm sorry." he kissed her forehead, "good night"

*3 weeks later*

Marylin slowly opened her eyes to see Chris with his head on one arm smiling. His beautiful blues eyes sparkling in the morning light that seeped through the curtains. "Your so beautiful." She laughed putting her hand on his bare chest, "I have something to tell you. I've been meaning to tell you for a while but I haven't had the chance with work and that." "What is it?" He placed his hand on her hand."My dad is leaving to Ireland after this is all finished." "Oh yeah I heard. Sounds like a great film" he sat up pulling her on his lap and kissing her softly

She couldn't help but melt in his arms. His lips were heaven. So soft. So warm. She pulled back her eyes still closed. Savering his touch. "The thing is." she opened her eyes, "I have to go back to England." "What? No stay you. Stay with me." "I can't. I have to go." "Why?" "Because my family and my home is back in England." "What about me?" "I'm sorry." she felt tears well up in her eyes. "I'm coming with you." "You have to stay. What about your film?" "Look please stay. Move in with me. I don't want to lose you. If you go I know we would try to make it work by texing and phoning eachother. But It won't, it won't be the same and we'll end up breaking. I love you Marylin more than anything and anyone in this world."

She smiled leaning down and kissing him softly, "I love you more." "I don't think that's possible." he laughed kissing her back. Down stairs Tom was getting ready to pack. Searching for where he put their passports, "Maria!" He called. "Yes?" She pocked her head around the door. "Have you seen out passports?" He asked. "Yes I have let me go get them." she smiled. He sighed sitting on the sofa running his hands through his hair. "Here they are." she handed them to him. "Thank you Maria." he smiled. She smiled back and left.

"Marylin!" He called from the bottom of the stairs. She didn't answer so he went up knocking and going into her room. She wasn't there. He went into the cinema room and quickly shut the door, "Um Marylin can I please talk to you?" He asked. "I'll be back." she kissed Chris wrapping her blanket around her. "We leave tomorrow at 4am." he said handing her her passport. "Okay." "Also how about you, me and Chris order a pizza and watch a film or something?" He smiled.

"Yeah sure I'll go ask him. Chris?" she said poping her head in the door. "Yes." "Um my dad said would you like to stay around tonight we can order a pizza and watch a film?" "Sure sound cool." he smiled. "I'll go order the pizzas then." Tom smiled walking down stairs and ordering the pizzas.Marylin and Chris ran down just in time as the pizza man came to deliver their pizzas. Marylin sat in between her dad and Chris tucking in.

"Wow for a girl you sure eat a lot." Chris laughed. She hit his arm playful as she took a bit of her cheese pizza. "Ehehe you should of seen her when she was little." Tom laughed. "Don't you dare." Marylin said a mouthful of pizza. Tom got up and went over to the book self picking out a white butterfly book. He opened it to reveal pictures of Marylin over the years. "I hate you." she slapped her dad playfully. Chris sat closer almost squishing her against her dad. She got up and decided to go in the kitchen sitting on the island."Are you okay Marylin?" She looked up to see Maria smiling down at her.

"Yeah. I just don't want to leave Chris. I'm gonna miss him." she sighed. "I know you will. you'll find a way to make it work." Maria placed her hand on her shoulder sitting next to her. "What if it doesn't?" Marylin shrugged. "I know it will." she smiled getting up and left. Marylin sighed getting up and walking into the living room where they had just finished looking through the book. "You were so cute." Chris made fun."And I'm not now?" She said placing her hand on her hips."You are even more cuter." he said sitting her on his lap kissing her softly.

"Escuse me." Tom pretended to be sick making Marylin and Chris laugh, "I'm happy for you both." he smiled. Marylin in braced both Chris and her dad in a hug. "I love you both." she smiled. "We love you too." they both smiled.