Rainbow Six Siege x Reader One Shots

mute | here for you [ m ]

as you let your fingers hover over the keyboard of your laptop, tear started to fill your eyes the more you looked at the uncompleted pile of words on your screen, along with all the other tabs of homework that is left to idle.

finally crumbling, you sunk down in your chair, hiding your face in your arms as tears started to flow with no intent of stopping anytime soon. all you could hear were all the older things said to you, everything from how everyone else was doing better than you to all your friends chatting about how easy the projects were, the same helpless feeling covering you once more.

drowning further and further in self loath, you didn't notice your boyfriend walking into the room with his arms already reaching out to you, his features covered in worry as he took large steps towards your cowered over figure.

just when you though everything was finally going to tear you down, Mark's hands reached out and held you safely in his embrace, despite the comfort given to you, the feeling of helplessness still clung onto you, turning your worries into anger.

out of rage, and perhaps frustration, you pushed your boyfriend away and stood back up, placing your hands between the both of you, keeping a distance between him and you as the darkness started to cloud your mind once more.

your mouth yelling at the one who loved you most, telling him that you didn't need his pity and that you were fine on your own, but the reality is that you were unable to keep yourself afloat. as you kept yelling, his voice became more and more distant and blurred, his figure fogging up as the tears distorted your vision.

not bothering to fight you, Mark just stepped forward, his hands grabbing onto your arms and holding it to his chest, his heartbeat soon pulling you back to him with every beat as he slowly pulled you into his ever loving and ready embrace.

collapsing into him, you cried against his chest, yelling all your frustration out as the dark clouds slowly dispersed as his arms held onto you, his heartbeat teaching your frenzied heart how to beat once more, his soft words picking you back up.

Mark's figure started to clear once more as he voice became more and more distinct, his worried blue eyes gazing down at you, his lips parting with every word,

"it's alright, i'm here. you don't have to do this alone, i'm always here."

sobbing against his chest, all the things you said to him came rushing back to you, the darkness so close to pulling you under once again but with Mark around, they wouldn't dare to come even a centimeter close to you.

"i'm sorry, Mark.." you whispered and looked up at Mark with teary eyes, which made your boyfriend's heart break.

slowly pulling you back to your feet, he bent down and picked you up bridal style and walked the both of you to your shared bed,

"it's okay sweetheart, i know that you didn't mean it." Mark cooed as he softly placed you down onto the bed then tucking you in, preparing to let you get some rest but your fingers reached out to tug on his shirt, making him look back at you.

"stay with me, just want you to be with me.." you whispered and tugged on his sleeve once more.

before you could finish your sentence, Mark started to climb into bed, taking his place beside you and wrapping his arms around you and softly rubbed circles on your back. 

"get some rest baby boy, i'll be here. we'll figure it out together alright?" Mark hushed and trailed his hands to the back of you head and softly massaged the back of your head, luring you to sleep.

"we'll do this together."