the celestial city

. the

i feel chills. the
bumps going up and down my
arms
and i feel so
wrong in my skin. at
the base of my neck there
is a pool of tears that
settle there. trailing
down from my
eyes
to my jawline and
then down
down
down. my mind
is black. i feel
dizzy. i can't see
through
all of my thoughts. i
am trapped in
a maze that i
built but the
thing is
i
forgot
to
build
an
exit.