Obsession

My Obsession pt. 1

Please be kind, it's my first... hope it's not too  long winded.. stick with it pls😀

He's been on my mind for weeks and we have never met.... I have never been a fan for anyone, well PRINCE RIP,but that's about it. I don't know, once I saw him dance that was it. I was a goner ...
I decided to go to "TacoTuesday" it's just a little munch we have with my FL local group. I needed to get out of the house. I've been perving on YouTube watching LesTwins for most of the day. I needed to see other people. I normally keep it pretty casual, but for some reason tonight I decided to look a little extra cute. I went for some skinny jeans and a fitted YSL tee they hugged me like a glove. I apply my make up, and try to tame my huge hair. Of course the whole drive there I am listening to my new favorite playlist "Laurent"... while listening I visualize his robotic type movements hitting every beat, the smooth sensual gyrations, I imagine being the floor that he dances on. Told you, I was gone.

Once I arrive I see my group sitting by the dartboards. It was great to see everyone... I really do love my FL friends. Once I sat down and ordered a beer, something really strange happened I had no desire to look at images on my phone, weird maybe I'm getting over my Obsession LOL. I saw a new person get in the taco line, so I decided to go with her just to say hello and make introductions. I'm telling her about my House,  Maison de Jeu, The past parties we've had etc. and she seems a bit distracted, like something is pulling her attention away behind me. I turned and ask her if everything is ' OK ' she tells me '.. oh yeah, I just thought I saw someone or something I don't know never mind, please continue to tell me about your house.' She seems really cool and we continue our conversation at the table. I'm having a great time and haven't thought about looking at my phone even once.. I feel a sense of contentment and calm. Yeah, I must be getting better. 10 PM rolls around and I decide it's time to leave. I say my goodbyes, give a few hugs and then begin to walk out not realizing my phone was left on the table.. I turn my car on and takeoff and decide I just want silence for a few. Once I hit H1 I think I want some tunes and realize ... hey no Bluetooth no phone... Shit, I exit and turn around. I can't live without my phone LOL.
When I walk in the group is gone and I don't see my phone. I go to the bartender and ask if anyone has turned it in.. "No, sorry". Well this sucks my whole life is on that damn thing. I'm sitting there on the verge of tears and then feel a calming force. I realized OK it's only a phone you'll handle this and get up. I begin to walk toward the door and I can't help but feel like someone is watching me ... I turned and of course no one is there. I make one more trip to the bathroom and leave. As I'm walking towards my car I think I see the top of someone's head. I figure it must be my imagination this person would have to be quite tall, I have an SUV. Just to be safe, I slow my stride so I'm walking with a group of people. When I reach my vehicle, I see my phone sitting on the hood!! I imediately look around quickly get freaked out and jump in. OK this was weird, and plus I still have that strange feeling that someone is watching me. This is all I need, a stalker. Now I NEED the comfort of the images in my phone.
I open my photos and they're gone!! Not one image that I have saved is there. Now all my other pictures are still there, but my Obsession is missing. Now I'm thinking my girls are fucking with me. I'm sure it's the Unicorn (wink). At least I still have my playlist so I listen to my music and drive home.
I'm feeling a little tired so I don't even shower, I just wash my face fall into bed and grab my iPad to get some more images and perv my Obsession dancing on YouTube .... Then all of a sudden I get a text message from an unknown number.
'Je te Vois'
Wtf !? I see you? Who could this be and why are they speaking in French? It's got to be someone messing with me because of my affection for anything French. The House having a French name, the party themes etc. I throw it out of my mind, make sure my alarm is on and close my eyes. I'll deal with my crazy girlfriends tomorrow.
My phone wakes me up with another text message...
'Tu me vois?' um no, I don't see you.... I turn over and try to go back to sleep. But then, the hairs stand up on the back of my neck and I feel like I'm being watched...
I am. But by a Mini Schnauzer that needs to go out to potty. I go downstairs turn off the alarm open the door and he runs outside. I then get another text message which really freaks me out..
'EST-ce que tu me sens?'
Do I feel you? You got to be kidding I think I may need to call the cops this is freaking me out.
Then something crazy runs through my mind what if my Obsession is trying to reach me. I know it's crazy, but I do sort of feel him. I threw it out of my mind. He is in London. I know this because I got an Instagram account just to follow them (Ha-Ha).
I let Kona in, reset the alarm and go to bed. I'll deal with my girls in the morning.

I'm feeling pretty good the next morning. I send a few ' hey girls quit fucking with me lol ...' text messages and then decide to hit 24hour fitness for spin class.
All is good, until I get that uncomfortable feeling that someone is watching me. This is getting annoying. I go to the free weights where I can look in the mirror and scan the entire gym. Nothing seems off until I see a tall figure leaving out the front door... Quickly, too quickly. I pick up my bag and run outside ... Gone.

The rest of the week is pretty uneventful, so I decide to hit FireworksFriday. It's pretty chilly tonight for Hawaii,  so I decided on just a pair of sneakers some capris and a hoodie. I see my group and head over, again it's awesome to see everyone. I see my new friend, and head over to talk to her. Once again she seems really distracted, so I ask her '.. what's going ON ... what are you always looking at? ' she replies 'Super hot guy ...' she's new to Hawaii so she doesn't get that they're hot guys everywhere here LOL. I kind of zoned her out and imagined my Obsession's face. It made me smile.
I then get a text.
'J'adore quand tu souris.'
So... I love it when you smile.. haha gotta be one of my FL girlfriends screwing around with me. Her ass is here. I excuse myself from my new friend to investigate and run into a 6'4 human wall... look up his chest into the most beautiful face. I immediately know who it is ... deep brown eyes, chiseled cheeks, full lips. His hair was twisted and brushed his shoulders. He was wearing black jeans and a white sleeveless tee that showed off his beautiful full left arm sleeve... it was my Obsession!
He speaks
'Bonjour Jordan, I am Laurent. J'attendais de vous rencontrer ..'
I melt

Obsession pt 2 coming