Obsession

Obsession Pt. 31 Triangle de l'amour

J*****e POV

I need you both ...

I can't believe the words that just came out of my mouth.

 at least I think I do, Larry, I .... I can't do this ....

I begin to cry, and leave the room. I block them both.

I run into CocoaS. She senses, and hugs me.

"It's OK, come on. I know everything. Let's go talk."

What the hell am I doing?

"Not here, come. I have an extra room down the hall. Let's get away from all this 'energy'. You need a clear head."

I  follow her out of the suite, and down the hall in silence. Once we get to her room, she kicks off her shoes and offers me a drink. We sit, I take the drink. I need it.

"Talk ... I'm here."

Cocoa, how can I feel and need them both? ... I love Larry, like I want to marry him, give him babies and grow old .... love him.   But with Laurent, it's different .... it's an ache. Like an itch that only he can scratch. I 'need' Lord Laurent. But, in a different way ... like don't miss him when he's not around. I don't get jealous of him, I could care less what he does with M. or anyone else. 

But, I'll kill a bitch about Larry.

"J*****e, have you been with Laurent physically?"

No, we have only fed psychically. That's how he gets me. In my mind.

"Have you and Laurent had intercourse in your feeds?"

Actually, no ... never. It's been oral or finger stuff. We just never got to that point. Wait, in my dream we did.

"OK, it's becoming clear now. You dream does not count. Laurent controlled that. That wasn't your dream. It was just part of his mind game."

How do you know so much?

"Because ... you are like us .... Sovereign Eros." 

Oooh, I can't take anymore! What the hell does that mean?!

"Girl, calm down, this is good. The reason you are so strong is because your energy can't be taken... this is ...."

Wait, well then how did Laurent take from me and share with you guys, the Sisters or Protectors?

"Because he is your soulmate."

😳

Even, before I was opened?

"Soulmates are born with the connection.  You would be drawn to each other regardless."

But, the feeling I have for Larry. No ... I ...  there has to be some kind of Eros 'THING'. No way I could've fallen in love with him in four days. He is my soulmate ... I love him.

"J*****e, you found your soulmate for your physical AND psychic. Laurent is your psychic soulmate."

I have two? How?