Obsession

Obsession Pt. 40 CONCLUSION Les Deux?

[Both?]

J*****e POV

I feel ... odd. I can't open my eyes.

My body is heavy. Something is across my belly. I think it's Larry's arm.

Why do I feel Laurent?

He is in bed with me!

Oooh .... what happened last night?

Laurent feels me ...

'Hey J*****e. How much you remember?'

'Not much .... I can't move. What did I do?'

'You do nothing. I fucked up .... Kim.'

'Yes, Kim. Now it's coming back .... what did she do?'

'She have bad energy. I pay her to break you and Larry so I could get in.'

'Laurent ..... you ...'

'I know, I know. I an ass. My heart is dark.

Beast jealous, selfish, angry. I not had him under control. ... I felt the pain I cause you, both you. I stop her. J*****e I so so sorry. I spend my life to make up pain I cause you ...'

'You don't have to explain Laurent. I can feel everything on you. Shh, just open to me. It's OK. Let me in.'

'I cannot ..... it's too dark. You hate me ...'

'I don't think I could ever hate you. Let me in ... It's the best way I can understand everything. OK? Trust me.'

'OK.'

He lets me in. Completely.

Oh my sweet Laurent ... I feel every emotion he went through. Before, during, and after this .... whatever it was. The lies, the manipulation, his anger, his fear, insecurity ... he lost control ... Lau seems strong, but he is emotionally fragile. This almost broke him.

His pain was real.

His remorse is real.

He loved us too much. He is ready to ...

'Lau, what do you mean leave, go where?'

'I still work with Larry, but I leave you, with him .... I interrupted your Love, your bond. I know I push you to .... cross line with me. I stay away J*****e. You be happy, I won't bother you anymore. I love you enough to let you go. Paradise, Cleo, Beyoncé, even Emerald warn me. I not listen. I never listen. I think I even broke you and me. You don't feel the same. I don't feel Jordan at all.

You go with Larry. I feel you still love him. I happy for your bond. It still there. You be happier without me. I like disease, virus. All I do is hurt. It's OK. I'm OK ...'

'It's not OK, I don't want you to go.'

'Me neither.'

'Larry?'

'Lau, don't leave.'

'Larry, you good? What do you remember?'

'I'm fine. I remember Lau sacrifice his happiness for us. I need you with us Bro. You supposed to be here. If you virus, we all have it ... WE need you.'

I feel my body start to come back. My eyes are still heavy. I hear Larry's voice. He is awake, talking to Lau. I can't understand what they are saying yet but I am getting stronger.