Obsession

Obsession Pt. 11 L'esprit Baise

Cont'd from chapter 7

I finished eating and joined him on the couch.

So, you gonna tell me?
He kept watching TV.
Hey, I'm listening. Who is it? You know.
"What ?"
Laurent, who the fuck is upstairs?

"That's a really long story."

I'm listening ...

You have to tell me. I can't just pretend that this 'craziness' is not happening.

I get the Eros Vampire psychic connection and all that. I accept it.

I need other details, like why are YOU different?

Am I somehow different, stronger?

He seems to be ignoring my rant ...

Why did M. go through years of pain with you?

What did she mean when she said you could force me to open?

Am I completely open? The freak upstairs told me I wasn't yet.

What is the LV lock box.

How do I feed?

That question got a response, he raised his eyebrows.

"Hmm .."

Most importantly ......

WHO is upstairs? I want him out of my house.

He looked sad ...

"It's my brother, Larry."

WHAT?

"Well, sort of. It's a manifestation of him ..."

So he's Eros too?

"Yeah, he opened before me. He was only 20.
I didn't wake until a few years later, 2013.
I just learned he was Eros a couple years ago. When I opened I tried to connect with him and hit a wall,
I figured he was not one of us, so I stopped trying.
Over the years I figured out what he had done.
He had been hiding it from me. He put up a mental block. There was no way in. Sometimes I don't understand my brother."

Oh ..... well if he is a manifestation, why are my bruises real?

"You and I are physical ..... we project from our minds and bring things into the physical realm."

He tapped my forehead.

"It's a gift and a curse, bad things can get in. You have to know which ones to push back, and which ones to bring forth. That come with good guidance, age, and experience. You will learn."

So you mean all of that was put into my mind,  and I created the bruises on myself?
The tears, the fear none of that was actually real?

"You made it real. You are still a Baby Vampire.
J, you have absolutely no idea ....
Larry ... he just simply got into your head and took you. He knew how to play you.
I'm so sorry that you had to go through so much pain. I didn't think he would do it, I really did not.
He wanted to hurt me."

Laurent, I don't want him here, I want to go home .... My real home. I don't like what's happening.
It all seemed like fun and games and was super sexy,  but now ...  I don't know ...  I don't know .... someone could hurt me,  I felt like he was going to kill me!

I started to cry ...

He pulled me into a strong hug.

I immediately felt safe.