'Every girl can be nasty' (Machine Gun Kelly)

11.

I allowed a groan to escape my lips as I woke up from my slumber. I refused to open my eyes, but found them instantly opening, once I felt the empty bed beside me, as a similar sound came out my mouth once again, I felt all around the mattress even though he clearly wasn't there, I continued to rub my arm up and down the mattress missing his presence already.

I shut my eyes and drifted off to sleep again, only to awake with a squeal when I heard his voice, I instantly sat up.

"I said good morning." He said sounding muffled, and since he couldn't smile he gave me a wink.
"You too." I mumbled quietly yawning after, and rubbing my eyes groggily. I found myself rubbing my eyes again as I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Colson Baker was stood in front of me, already dressed, and holding a tray of breakfast, with a rose in his mouth. He placed the tray down, and took the thin little vase to put the rose in, he placed it on my bedside table, and planted a small kiss on my forehead,as I began to eat, not really paying much attention to him.

"I'm gonna go clean up those broken dishes and vacuum...and stuff, enjoy your breakfast." he said smiling.
I couldn't help but furrow my brows as he left the room. Why was Kells being so icky?

It wasn't long before I was finished, and I had decided to get dressed, so i went to the bathroom to wash myself and brush my teeth. After creaming my ashy body💀 I threw on some casual clothes, and sprayed on some deodorant and perfume. I was putting on some Vaseline just as Kells burst through the bedroom door. I couldn't help but wonder if he was ok, I knew he liked his drugs and thought that maybe he was on something, he seemed so full of energy.

As he came towards me, I noticed a little powder on his Cupid's bow, and the size of his pupils, as he leant down and kissed me roughly.

"You've got some powder on your lip, right here." I said pointing to the spot.

He rubbed it off quickly, with a nervous chuckle. I stifled my laugh when I noticed how his eyes were comically darting all over my body. What was he looking at? My figure was completely covered by my sweats.

"Lemme see."
"What?" I practically choked at his confidence.
"I promise ion wanna fuck you, I just need to see." He said rushed.
"Too see what." I said showing him the vest I had underneath my jumper, I pulled my sweatshirt back down and shook my head in a 'and what' gesture.
He allowed a almost comical smirk to spread onto his face after rolling his eyes at me, and I couldn't help looking at him in a weird way.
He kissed me roughly once more before speeding out of the door, and leaving me stood in my bedroom quietly, wondering if I should be worried. He just ran out the door. No warning...just gone. What the hell was I supposed to think?

I heard my phone ping and looked at it, it was a message from him, and I was thankful because I would've been thinking about him until he contacted me.

'Cas and I will see you in a week from today at about 5:30pm, I got hella shit to do, I'll ring you tomorrow x'

At least he was ok...kinda,and I'd have time to edit Alecia's video, and of course some of my other clients videos. Since I was already up I decided to get to work. A few hours went by and I decided I would call Alecia and tell her I finished her video. I already knew it was a bad idea, because she always distracts me, and before I knew it she was on her way to me.

By the time Lesha knocked the door it was almost 6pm. I opened the door to her, and she instantly tumbled through the door with all of her filming equipment.

"What the hell are you doing?!"
"Hear me out, I have an idea." She replied as she bounced around excitedly. I couldn't help but roll my eyes.

"I want to react to a video I put together with you."
"Ok...and" I said hesitantly
"And you're going to do a get to know me tag, on your new channel."
"What?"
"Girl you heard me, it's time for you to quit that nine to five, you're meant for more than that, and you know it. I wanna start paying you as my full time editor so it covers your bills whilst you get started."
"You don't need to do all this." I mumbled.
"I know, but I want to. What do you say?"
"Thank you?"
"No you dumbass, do you wanna do this, I meant?" She chuckled at me.
I couldn't help but smile slightly as I wrinkled my nose in attempt to stop myself from giggling.
"We better get started, and you better call that manager of yours." She said as she flipped her weave behind her shoulder. We may have been total opposites, but I loved that about her, she always had fun, she pushed me to do more with my life, she was there for me, she was my best friend and she was the only true friend I had.

She paused what she was doing when she noticed me staring. Regardless of the melanin in her pigment, her flushed cheeks still managed to be visible. The small smile on her face faded slightly, as she sighed to herself and continued to set up her equipment, whilst I couldn't help but wonder if things were actually going to be different since everything that happened. I'd only just noticed the change in her body language, but maybe It was because I wasn't paying much attention to her, until now. I couldn't help but scold myself slightly as I realised my eyes were scanning parts of her body that they shouldn't be. I couldn't help but question myself at that moment, I could've possibly been Bi-curious, but nope, I thought to myself as I couldn't help but shake my head slightly. I wasn't into girls like that, was I?

"Are you still mad at me, I could tell you know?"she said, not looking up from what she was doing.
"Oh well...no, I had a little argument with Kells, but when I look into those eyes of his I seem to forget everything, and he explained stuff to me."
"Oh."
"Yeah." I said ominously.
She looked up at me with tears in her eyes, realising I knew about the whole plan they had, and I couldn't help but lean forward and hug her, as she started to cry.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, especially for making everything weird, I wish I wasn't like this, if you want me to take a step back I will. I promise I didn't want to hurt you or use you, I just care about you Lia" She said as rested her head on my shoulder.
"Don't apologise for being you, you're my best friend and you always will be, and when you find yourself a nice girl, she'll be like another sister to me, you know I will always accept you for who you are. You also know you're lucky that I'm a forgiving person, Anyway dry your eyes and start bossing me around like you usually do."
She chuckled slightly as she wiped her tears away. She gathered herself and after a while she was smiling again.
"Time to do this video!" She said excitedly, although I could tell she was still a little upset.
"I guess"...