I know you are not a diary.....
I know you are my mind...
I know you are not my mind....
I know you are me......
I'm speaking to myself.....
The car was speeding down the highway, ignoring all the sirens and the call of cops behind it....
The headlights were Flickering on and off... And the driver was loosing control....
"PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!
PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!"
"I WANT TO KILL YOU!
I'M YOUR DAUGHTER AREN'T I?"
A grin escaped his lip...
Unaware that he was running his car through a bridge....
He Jumped out... Letting out a huge, monstrous laugh....
"Please don't kill me... Kotori-San......"
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'I don't need a diary, I can be my own diary...'
I grab my pen and pokes the shadows abdomen, making it disappear almost instantly....
After talking with Kotori-San.... I felt relieved....
I think I should meet her today...
I put on my hoodie, the only dress in my wardrobe and move out.....
Its evening time again....
The streets of my state.... Look sad.....
No shops are open, only a cold wind which rummages and rumbles through the streets, writing down a sea of pain....
My legs shiver at the loneliness at the road....
There's a streetlight, which keeps Flickering on and off.....
The sun was setting down into the sea....
I take a look at the local graveyard....
There is a man standing naked near one of the graves....
He appears to be speaking to the tombstones....
'Someday.... Death will hear man's wish'
I go inside the clinic.... It looked desolate.....
There was no one..... Not even one patient anywhere....
'It was always like this'
I get inside her cabin,She greets me with a warm smile....
Kotori-San:What brings You here Sakura-Chan?
Me:- Will it be a problem to you, if I spoke with you every day?
Kotori-San:- it would be my pleasure to help....
Me:Have You wondered what loneliness is? I'm experiencing delusions in my room.... Yesterday, I was speaking to myself and I saw a shadowy figure hanging from my fan.... I touched it and it disappeared....
Kotori-San:To put it simply, You're experiencing nightmares in daylight....
Me:- Yes.... It seems so... Last night... I was running through the streets and a figure kept following me.... It had a moose in its neck and it started grinning at me...
The moon was crescent and it held me by the crescent moon..... Tying me down.... It...
Kotori-San:- It?
Me:- It took its dark, man hood, covered in blood and made me.... Made me..... Suck it.... I was so helpless.... I did as it said....
It's dark smile embedded into my soul and it kept doing it, till white semen was all over my mouth.....
It called me a slut.... And... Used its sharp blade to cut through my neck....
My head fell down to the floor......
Kotori-San:- Then?
Me:- I fell from my bed.... The next day.... It was the same figure from my nightmare... Who was hanging from my ceiling....
Kotori-San:- Do You go to school?
Me:- I cannot find one....
Kotori-San:Schools Committed Suicide Anyway....
Me:-Kotori-San.... Am I mentally ill?....
Kotori-San Kissed my cheek, I could feel her warm, tender lips touch my cheek....
Kotori-San:-Last night.... I saw a dream that, I was the one who murdered my dad.... The person in my dream had no face or anything.... He was Just a shadowy figure, but I knew it was my dad.... I don't know how... But I knew it.....
I dreamt that... I tortured him psychologically making him commit...... [{} \§¦<] >¦×] >¦¶§} {>>|{>>¦¦§{] <>¦
My head hurts........ What did she say to me?.... I can't seem to remember what happened in the conversation after that....
I piece it up... But, I still can't understand what she said....
Nor.... What I did after that....
'What is wrong with me? Why can't I remember anything?'
"Because You should commit suicide... Fat slut...."
"EWW! Your so ugly!"
"GROSS BITCH!"
"STOP!"
I was hearing Voices Just now....
Who was speaking to me?
"Is anyone there?"
I ask, opening my room...
I walk downstairs to the kitchen....
I heard a creepy Whistle....
I open the kitchen door with a small creak...
The Shadowy figure... Stabs me in the groin.... Letting blood spill...
I could see my own pus... Bleeding from my thighs...
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White Pineapple
Mystery / Thriller"You are not created in the image of God God is created in the image of you" (Trigger Warning for: Rape, Mental illness, Self Destructive behavior and hallucinations)
