☾16 and Pregnant ☽~ [L.H] (Book 1)

Chapter 3: Thinking....

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~Casi's POV~

I woke up one morning and instead of getting up I just layed in bed letting my thoughts surround me. When I ended school Calum gave me the choice to take online school or go to a public school. I have never really thought about what I would choose until now. If I went to online school I would be able to go on tour with them, but now that im pregnant being on tour might not be an option. But if I went to a public school, I might get picked on for being 16 and pregnant. To be honest I never really thought this would happen to me. I think I might takes online school this year. It would be easier. One thing always comes up in my mind though. Does Luke really love me or is he faking it? I know he is going to help me with the baby no matter what though otherwise Calum would beat the shit out of him. While I was in the middle of my thought the doorbell rang. I heard the door open and hear Calum say I'm in my room. Before I knew it Lily and Tori were here. I told them to sit because I had important news.

"Whats the news?" They asked

I sigh. "Girls......I'm pregnant."

By their eyes I could tell that they weren't sure if I was lying or not so I lifted my shirt up and showed them my small bump.

"Oh My" Lily started

"God" Tori finished

"When? How?!" Lily and Tori asked.

"After you guys left Luke and I sorta went upto my bedroom and yeah. We did use protection but we both know it must of broke otherwise I wouldn't be pregnant."

"Wait.... Luke is the father?!" Tori said shocked

"Yeah...."

"Celeberity baby!" Lily said

"Shudddupppp." I laughed.

While the girls were over we basically talked about my pregnancy. Then after a while I brought up something that shocked them.

"What If I got an abortion?" I said looking at my stomach.

"Why would you think of that!" They said

"I don't know. I guess I'm worried. I don't feel ready, what if I'm not a good mother?"

"You will make a great mother Casi, and when the time comes you will feel ready." Lily said cheerfully

"Plus that baby will be adorable! Or shall I say babies?" Tori laughed

"Nooooo I can't imagine taking care of one baby so how would I be able to care for two."

After talking for a bit the girls had to leave and Calum came up to my room holding ice cream.

"For me?" I asked hoping the ice cream was for me.

"Yep! Just for you. So how did Lily and Tori take the news?" Calum said while handing me the ice cream

"They would not stop talking about it! I'm guessing there excited. But at least I have support."

"Yea, but if you need anything call me." He said

"Calum im only 2 and a half months! I can still do stuff."

"Okkkkk. But still call me if you need help with anything."

"Ok fineee."

For the rest of the day I basically ate and slept. I woke up the next day and I decided I would actually get out the house today. I got dressed and did my hair and makeup. (Pic on side) I decided that I was going to call my friend Star and ask if she wanted to go shopping. I needed to start looking for baby stuff. She said yes and she arrived at my house 10 minutes later. I told her I was pregnant and answered all her questions and then we headed to the mall. We ended up finding a lot of cool things but we didn't buy much because I was only 2 months. I only bought some clothes and pacifiers to start off with.

I then relaxed for a couple of days still with thoughts in my mind about the baby. One day I was on my laptop in my room and Luke came in.

"Checking up on you." Luke said

"Ok. Can I ask you a question?" I ask.

"Sure anything."

"What if I got an abortion?"

"Why would you ever think of that? Its technically killing a person."

"Yea I know. I guess I don't feel ready." I say looking down.

"Its ok." Luke said kissing me in the lips.

I of course kissed back and then he started lifting my shirt up and it got up to about the bottom of my ribs when Calum apparently came into my room and said

"We don't need more than one baby Luke." Calum said a little angry

"I was just seeing the baby bump." Luke said

"Mmmhhhmm sureeee. Don't do that again." Calum said while leaving

"He's right, we can't do this. I don't want to hurt the baby." I say.

"It speeds up growth though."

"Nice try. I'm not having sex with you again. We all know what happened after that."

Luke then stayed over for a bit and after a couple days I didn't want to get an abortion. I felt good about myself. And confident but I knew that wasn't going to last long.