Stokeley has always been gay hes known it since he was 15 but living in a strict christian household at times made him difficult to be himself until he met Jahseh
she kept knocking and demanding for me to open the door but now I just let her talk to herself cause at this point I wasn't even paying attention. I laid there with a busted lip that I didn't even notice I had and a fucked up eye I was pissed.
but it is what it is I no longer gave a fuck about my father about my mother or about their rules after all soon enough they wont be able to control me. finally my mother gave up and went away I wish that they both would just let me breathe like let me be me but no instead they wanted me to acted the way they wanted me to act.
I decided to call my sister she would know what to do especially since she went through this. I haven't talked to her in years though and didn't know if she had the same number. I went to my back pocket to grab my phone but it wasn't there fuck I left it at Jahs house.
I began to panic I didn't have a lock on my phone what if he went through my things? what if he seen all the porn I watch? fuck! that was until there was a knock on my window my eyes went wide and I got hella nervous. but I still walked towards the window anyways. I opened the window and saw Jahseh ...I didn't want him to see me like this so I quickly looked away as he came into the room.
"Aye you left your phone at the crib." he said putting on the bed.
"T-Thanks f-for bringing it! you should go! I don't want you to get in t-trouble."
"I don't care about getting in trouble, as long as I get to see you that's all I care about." jah says
he just making me fall for his sexy ass more and more ugh.
"Okay." I said.
"Why are you turned around? did your father do something to you?" he asked with worry in his face.
"Don't worry Jah, I'm okay." I say sighing.
"Then why wont you look at me?" he asks "Look at me, please!"
I sigh and turn around exposing my black eye and busted lip.
"What the fuck! why he do that to you?" he asked looking down at my boner but then looking back up at me.
I was embarrassed.
"I was disrespectful, I deserve it I guess." I said sitting down.
"Now I see why you don't say anything about your sexuality, your parents would probably kill you." he says trying to keep his eyes from looking at my boner.
"I'd rather be dead then live with them."
"don't talk like that!! You aint got no other family members that live out here?" he says sitting next to me.
"My sister but I haven't talked to her in years."
"Why dont you try talking to her."
As jahseh and I were talking this time I hear my fathers voice at the door.
"Stokeley!!! Who are you talking to!" He yelled.
"You should leave." I whisper to jahseh.
He nods.
"Can I see you again?" He asks
"Sure." I smile as he goes towards the window and leaves. I didnt care about my parents shouting and demanding me for me open the door cause I'll be gone soon.
I grabbed my phone and walked into the bathroom locking it behind me. I sat down and looked down at my phone and pressed on my sisters name.
"Hello?"
I heard a females voice but it wasn't my sisters.
"Cynthia?" I said.
"Uh hold on I'll go get her."
I waited and waited until finally I heard my sisters voice.
"Hello?"
"Cynthia? its Stokeley."
as soon as I said it was me she hung up on me, I wasn't going to reject her she was my sister and I loved her regardless of who she loved. I wish it was like when I was 14 she was here and though she'd talk back to my parents she showed me nothing but love. I remember her telling me that she planned to leave at 18 and never come back.
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(Thats Cynthia 😍)
since my sister hung up on me I decided to get in the shower and take a cold shower to get rid of this boner. I took my clothes off and got into the shower and put the cold water on I washed my body and my boner went away. I let a sigh of relief out I wasn't in the mood to do that shit and I honestly think Jah put something in my drink but at the same time I don't want to accuse him of something that I don't know if its true or not. Finally after doing my hygiene I got out wrapped a towel around my waist and walked to my closet to look for some clothes. as I'm looking for clothes I hear my phone ring. I grab my clothes and run back to the bathroom and grab my phone and without looking to see whos calling I just pick it up.
"Hello." I say as I'm walking back into my room.
"aye vro."
"J-Jahseh?"
"the one and only."
how the fuck he get my number? then again Its not like I didn't want him to have my number.
"What you doing?" he asked since I was still wondering how the hell he got my number.
"Getting ready to get to bed." I say yawning. "D-Did you look through my phone?" I ask as I'm putting my clothes on.
"How you think I got your number Vro."
my eyes went wide.
shit.
"Its okay Stoke I watch porn too." he says laughing.
I knew it I knew he was gonna look through my phone.
"I- okay." I say not really knowing what to say.
"What you doing tomorrow?" he asks.
"Church with my parents." I say sighing.
"Damn how many times a week ya go to church?"
"4 times a week."
"Well, how about instead of you going to church tomorrow we meet up?" he asks.
I blush and start getting these butterflies in my stomach, I really wanted to meet up with him but since I was one of the youth leaders I had to be there regardless.
"I'll let you know." I say turning my TV on and laying in bed.
"Oh come on church boi come see daddy .. our lord and savior wont kill you for missing one day of church."
this nigga did not just-
no he didn't just call himself-
"Nigga did you just call yourself daddy?" I ask laughing.
