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12

I woke up the next morning and just sat on the bed. Although my mom treated me like shit she she found out about my sexuality, this all hurt me still I mean she was still my mom regardless.

As I'm in my thoughts I hear a knock on the door.

"Hurry up!! Jahseh bouta be here." Ayleks said.

"Alright." I yelled.

I got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. I took my clothes off and got in the shower to do my hygiene.

I wasnt ready to see my mom in a box I wasnt ready to see her get buried. This situation is just so complicated and I hated this shit. 

I let the hot water hit my body and washed myself. Then I just let it out I cried like a little boy who wanted his mother.

As I'm taking a shower I heard another knock.

"Yo stop fucking rushing me! I'll be down in a fue." I yelled.

something that annoyed me the most was to be rushed. Looking this good takes time I don't care if I was just going to church.

I got out the shower anyway and wrapped the towel around my waist. Then I walked towards my closet I seen that there was new clothes so I picked out black clothes and got dressed.

I didn't get dressed as if I was going to church like I did before I got dressed differently than what I usually wear I even put on a durag. after getting dressed and putting my cologne on I walked downstairs to see my sister and everyone else waiting by the door. 

"You took forever!!" Ayleks said. 

"It takes time to look this sexy.'" I smirked 

my sister laughed. 

"You like it?" My sister asked. 

"You got these clothes for me sis?" 

"we both got'em for you!" 

"Thanks, can we go now? I'm trying to get this over and done with already." 

"He should be here any minute now." my sister said looking out the window, "Oh wait he's here now lets go." 

we all walked out the house and got in the car, I sat in the back with Ayleks and Andrea and my sister sat in the front. I looked out the window not paying attention to what they were talking about I was more focused on how we were gonna enter.

I know my father would probably have people waiting in the front to make sure that we wouldn't go in like the asshole that he is. he's done it before to my sister when our Aunt died but she somehow still got in. 

after getting through all the traffic we made it to the church. I aint gonna lie I was nervous as hell about this whole situation but I was gonna try and brush it off. 

I got out the car with Ayleks behind me and the first person I saw was Leah. I looked back at Ayleks who had the biggest smirk on her face and at that moment I knew that Ayleks was bouta have no type of mercy on her. 

"Hey Leah! come here sis." Ayleks said loud enough for Leah to hear her. 

Leah approached us and of course her dumbass always got something stupid to say. 

"You should respect your fathers wishes he doesn't want you here." 

"Shorty aint no one give a fuck about Stokes ugly ass father! now I got a question." Ayleks said while glaring at her. 

"Stokeley who is this? and why would you let her walk out the house like that?" 

"You done fucked up." I said shaking my head. 

"You remember me? ayleks? remember how you used to bully me? hm? and now you disrespecting my fam just cause he like dick?" 

Leah started walking back slowly towards the church wall and Ayleks walked towards her. 

"Stokeley! p-please." Leah said with fear in her eyes. 

"Please what?" I said laughing. 

"Stop her." she said looking at ayleks. 

"there aint no expiration date when it comes to disrespect! go ahead Ayleks." 

I watched as Ayleks punched Leah to the ground and repeatedly punched her in the face, ooo that was gonna leave a mark. she then grabbed her hair and pulled that weave that Leah had on her head off got off from being on top of Leah and slammed her face against the brick wall. 

Leah started to bleed and I didn't want to stop Ayleks but if I didn't she woulda killed her so I pulled her back and together we walked into the church. we sat next to my sister and Andrea along with Jahseh who was on the other side where my sister was sitting. 

"Where were you guys?" my sister asked. 

"Handling business no worries." Ayleks said causing me to smirk. 

"You guys need to stay out of trouble!" Andrea whispered. 

"By the time they find her unconscious ass we'll be gone." Ayleks said.

I looked over towards Jahseh and he was literally not giving me the time of day he didn't even look at me. it kind of irked me that he wasn't talking to me or being his normal annoying ass self but at the same time I think it was better after all I did tell him to stay away from me.

suddenly everything got quiet and all the attention was on my father. 

"Today we come to the house of God to celebrate the life of my wife! she was a mother of 4 and the most amazing wife! not many know this but for over three years my wife had cancer she suffered through chemo and yesterday she got called back to home to heaven." My father said sighing. 

my eyes went wide as my sister and I looked at eachother when he said 4 the only sibling I ever met and thought I had was my sister. 

"Or home back to hell." Ayleks said rolling her eyes. 

I wanted to laugh at her stupid ass comment but right now it just wasn't the time. 

the choir began to sing and people began to go and put the roses that they had on her box, my sister and Andrea went up I didn't want to go up and see my mom in a box. that shit would haunt me for the rest of my life.