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7

Jah and I had ended up ending the phone call last night and after I ended up going to sleep, I woke up and early cause my mom was knocking on the door. 

"Stokeley, wake up!!! we have to go." 

"I aint going, have fun at church." 

she opened the door with a key and glared at me. 

"Get your lazy behind up and get ready because you are going to church." 

I sat up and looked at my mom. 

"you know mom, one thing about God is that he never forced us to love him! he never forced anything he gave us free will!! so I don't understand why I'm always forced to go to church especially looking the way I do." 

"I can cover it up with makeup! I put a little bit on all the time they wont be able to tell" she says looking at me." 

"I thought no one was allowed to wear makeup? you sound like a hypocrite." 

with that being said she smacked the shit out of me. 

"I'm gonna go get ready and by the time I'm done you better be ready young man." she walked out the room and closed it. 

I was gonna get ready alright ...get ready to get the fuck out of here! I got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. I took my clothes off and got in the shower and I cried I was depressed but most of all I was tired of being treated the way I was being treated. 

My parents were suppose to be a man and woman of God but they sure as hell didn't act like it behind closed doors. Imagine if they knew I was gay they'd probably kill me and disown me as they did to my sister who by the way wants nothing to do with me cause of them.

I did my hygiene and got out the shower. I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked into my closet to then hear my phone ring and since I was in a hurry to leave I just picked up the call without knowing who it was. 

"Hello?" 

my heart began to beat fast my sister called me back. 

"Cynthia?" 

"Hello brother! I'm sorry I hang up yesterday I was nervous, I thought you hated me."  she said sighing. 

"I don't hate you sis I never did and never will!!" 

"Well that's good to know! is everything okay? how are mom and dad?" she asked

"Uhh, well are you busy? I feel like it would be better if I showed you." 

"Stoke, whats going on?" she asked with a concerned voice. 

"It's too much to say over the phone, can you send me the address to your house please? I promise this isn't a set up I would never do that to you." I said hoping she would send me her address. 

"Okay, but make sure mom and dad are not following you." 

"Don't worry Cyn I promise." 

"okay I'm gonna text you the address now." 

"okay." 

I hung up the phone and I smiled happily that after so long I was going to see my sister. whenever she came over to see my parents they wouldn't let me downstairs they say that they didn't want her to influence me to be gay.

My parents were ignorant as fuck! but as much as I wish I could hate them I couldn't I loved them both with all of my heart. I got dressed put my shoes on and so my parents wouldn't notice me I put on a black sweater that belonged to Tyreak from church.