The Unspoken Words of Kiefer Ravena

Chapter 11: Pain

Kinaumagahan, pumunta na ako ng park.

Heto, tuliro.

Habang nakikinig ako ng music sinabayan ko ito.

"Now I got you in my space, I won't let go of you.." (Latch- Disclosure)

kelangan ko ng sign...

Ganito, if she will let me stay, then I will stay at sisimulan ko na ang pagtatapat sa kanya.

If not then, that's it.

Maya maya pa dumating na si Mika.

"Himala ata kiefer! Ang aga mo ha? Dati ako lagi ang naghihintay sayo."

No Mika. Ako ang naghihintay sayo. Ako.

Matagal na kitang hinihintay. And now is the time to know kung may worth pa ba ang paghihintay ko.

"Talaga? hinihintay mo ako? Gravvvee ang gwapo ko talaga!!" pag jojoke ko. She smiled.

Hayyy Mika, susulitin ko na ang mga oras na kasama kita, na nakikita ko ang maganda mong mukha,

ang mala anghel mong ngiti,

at ang mga mapupungay mong mata.

"Hmmm by the way kief, anong meron? I mean bakit ka nag aya dito sa park?"

Huminga ako ng malalim.

"hmm Miks, I have something to tell you." sabi ko and she stared at me.

"sure Kief, say it." sabi nya.

"I received a message from the school I applied in Los Angeles. They said they wanted me to go there and join their team. They need to see my skills first and if it will pass sa standards nila." ow shet. This is it. Pancit.

Parang medyo nagulat si Mika.

I hugged her. I can feel yung luha ko na pumapatak sa shoulder ni Mika.

"What will I do?" tanong ko.

Eto na ang pinakahihintay kong sagot.........

"GRAB IT!!! It's a once in a lifetime opportunity." she said that with an I-dont-know-whats-with-her-reaction face.

"Miks..."

tumingin sya sa akin and said

"Yes?"

Alam mo bang durog na durog na ang puso ko?

"Take care of yourself please. I am here since the day we met. To comfort you, to stay by your side, to understand you....."

and to love you.

Kahit na alam kong you wouldn't love me back.

"Kief naman eh." sabi nya.

"Im leaving for good, I don't know. I can't say. Depends. Unless I got kicked because of my poor performance. Mika, please let me embrace you for the last time."

Hinug ko sya and I was like: Somebody tell me why me and Mika were not destined for each other?

I already heard the sign and that's it.

"You know what Miks? Life is all about sacrifices.

But once you started to let go of something be sure not to regret your decision because if you do, then it only means one thing, you lose." sabi ko.

"Mag-iingat ka dun ha? Viber me or anything. Please take care of yourself. I will surely miss you kiefskie.

Rememer, if things doesn't go on your way, God has a better plan.

People make tough decisions for them not to hurt someone they love.

Lagi mong tatandaan, Mika Reyes will always be your number fifteen fan." hinug nya ako at ginulo ang buhok ko.

"Teka. Para di mo ako makalimutan, lemme take a selfie!"

kinuha nya yung phone and nagpicture.

"Osya, una na ako. Makikita pa naman tayo diba? bye kieeeff!!!"

She again, hugged me. sobrang higpit.

And me? Im falling to pieces.

Tinignan ko si Mika habang papalayo sa akin.

"I think this is the end of our story. I will always love you Mika. but there's nothing left to say but, goodbye."

I may not be on your side when you need me,

but my heart will still love you even though it is killing me.

Life is too unfair,

we have the same likes

we have the same personality

but we don't have the same feelings for each other.

Acceptance is the best thing to do now.

As time goes by, sana this will be gone.

Tuluyan na syang nakaalis at nawala na sa paningin ko.

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Alam ko po bitin ung UD ko ngayon.

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