Tell Me I'm Pretty [Lashton AU]

Chapter 6

Ever since that kiss, everything was awkward you could say. Luke can't look at Ashton and Ashton can't look at look. When their eyes meet, they both end up blushing and neither really knew what to say to one another considering they hate each other, yet made out with each other.

Is that normal? They didn't think so. You don't make out with someone you hate, so why did they? It wasn't like Luke had a crush on Ashton. He would admit if he did. But, he doesn't. He's admitted now that he does think Ashton is hot, but that's it. He's a pretty face, nothing more.

And, Ashton probably felt the same. He was a very honest person and Ashton always says what's on his mind. He tells Luke straight up that he's hot and he's confident enough to call himself hot as well. It's like Ashton has no filter and he says whatever he wants, not caring if he sounded like an asshole.

That's what made it awkward, because both are able to admit their feelings and not afraid to tell it like it is. But, after what happened, it seemed like everything suddenly got a bit...off put. No one knew how to react and only Luke and Ashton knew it happened. So, everyone was so normal and they were just awkward.

However, he tried not to show this because Luke didn't want to show he was awkward. Awkward usually meant that you had something you wanted to say and you couldn't say it. Or you were unsure of how to admit something. But, Luke didn't have a secret to spill or anything to express. He just was lost.

He wanted to keep kissing and touching Ashton. But, that was it. He didn't want to get to know him or understand him. He didn't want a conversation or anything friendly. Which was when Luke was starting to understand what might happen from here on out.

Sex.

He wanted sex and that was all. Is that bad? Should he not want that? He knew Ashton does this anyways and that was why he was slowly being more comfortable with knowing this. Luke never did anything like that. He had sex and was experienced, but not in the way Ashton was.

That's also what Luke didn't like. Ashton could have an STD or some disease. He's not trying to be rude, but he doubts Ashton ever checked and he just doesn't want to risk that. What if Ashton does have something? It could take forever to show up and Ashton was obviously careless or else he wouldn't sleep around.

Sometimes Luke knows he's a little harsh and rude, but he never cares because he's honest. He's like Ashton and he's not afraid to tell someone they're being a slut. He knew it was a rude word, but he didn't matter to him. Because, if Ashton doesn't care if he's called a slut, why should he?

Ashton is a little offended sometimes, but nothing serious, right? He insults Luke as well, so it would be hypocritical for Ashton to even take offense. He does think Ashton's a slut. He sleeps around and that's what a slut is. But, that doesn't mean Luke...actually hates him. Or disagrees with what he does.

Yes, Luke thinks sleeping with more than one person constantly is wrong. Doesn't everyone? It's not good. Then again, it's none of his business. But, if he ever wants to sleep with Ashton, then he'll need to stop sleeping with others. Luke isn't going to touch Ashton if he's letting someone else fuck him.

When Luke glanced back to where Ashton sat, he grimaced. Ashton wore the stitch hoodie that he posted on instagram and maybe he looked cute in it. Who wouldn't look adorable with a stitch sweater? It had the hood to where it's like Stitch's mouth and that just made it more adorable.

But, then he also wore these jean shorts that had a Little Mermaid design on the end and black boots. He looked really messy, yet put together. It didn't match, but that somehow made it look good and Ashton looked up suddenly, must have felt someone staring, and his eyes met Luke's.