Tell Me I'm Pretty [Lashton AU]

Chapter 13

When Luke was looking up symptoms of STDs, he realized he didn't even need to look it up. Because, side effects don't show until years later and he wondered how people even know if they have them in school considering they couldn't really get them until they had sex (unless their parents had them) and he doubts anyone had sex at the age of twelve.

Was he actually worried about having an STD? Maybe. But, that's not why he's been snapping at Ashton. He does have a fear of having a disease, doesn't everyone? However, he kinda doubts he has one. He's only had sex with Ashton, Violet, and two other guys before then. But, he topped. He always tops and it's less likely for the top to get a disease, nearly impossible actually.

However, what Luke was getting upset and worried over was mainly what's going on with him and Ashton. He had to admit, he was jealous a lot over how Ashton has sex with so many people. He didn't really like that and he wanted to ask him to stop, but there lies the problem.

They're not dating.

With no commitment, he can't stop Ashton from having sex with other people. He knew Ashton probably didn't want a commitment and Luke really didn't either. He just...didn't want Ashton being with anyone other than him. That wasn't a commitment, was it?

He's really lost on this, because friends with benefits can be very confusing. There were silent rules and unspoken agreements that he wasn't a hundred percent in agreement with. He liked that they cuddled, but isn't that a rule? Not to cuddle or even kiss? Yet, they always kiss.

Kissing was something Luke took as a romantic thing and that's not suppose to be part of friends with benefits. He figured Ashton was the type to not see kissing like that. Some people don't see it as a big deal, but it was to Luke. He only liked kissing people he was in a relationship with.

However, he was scared. Luke didn't know what Ashton thinks about dating. Maybe he's never even been on a date. Did he ever get into a relationship? Ashton's seventeen and yet, he's very...promiscuous. Not that Luke can even judge anymore, considering he's part of that now.

But, it's sad that people at such young ages are into fucking around and not staying committed to a person. Ashton only seems to have sex with older guys, too. Zayn was like, four years older than him and Luke knew that he stayed around that age when it came to sex.

It was then that Luke realized this meant he was special. If Ashton only fucks with older men, than why is he doing this with Luke? A blush coated the blonde's cheeks as he looked down with a small smile. He was obviously a gem in the rubbish that is perverted older men Ashton has sex with.

Except Zayn, cause okay-- he's hot.

Luke would probably have sex with him as well. But, two tops don't work well together and he would rather not have a díck up his ass. He doesn't understand how Ashton can handle that. It really seemed like it hurt and he didn't want his bum stretched like that.

And now he can't stop thinking of Ashton's perky, firm ass that he wanted to eat out. Luke groaned silently in the back of class and pouted, slouching in his seat with a frown. He was so horny, but Ashton wasn't talking to him and he would rather not have sex with so many people.

Besides, Ashton is very...experienced. He has gotten around and he was the best person Luke's ever slept with. Honestly, he was a beast in bed despite being a princess. Ashton was literally so good with what he does and even if Luke's jealous, it does come in handy sometimes.

Suddenly, he heard the bell ring and was relieved as he stood up with his books. He was spotting a semi, but that didn't matter. Luckily, he could hide it with his books. It was a little awkward as he left class with a tight smile on his face, however no one seemed to notice or at least didn't say anything.