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TakeThatFckingName
I know who you are

WuhuWuhoe
What

TakeThatFckingName
Your favorite subject is dancing right?

WuhuWuhoe
How do you-

TakeThatFckingName
You are Jung Hoseok

WuhuWuhoe
What
Wait
Who the fuck is Jung Hoseok

TakeThatFckingName
It ain't you?
😢
I was so sure!!

WuhuWuhoe
😂
I'm sorry, but you're wrong
And I really don't know who Jung Hoseok is

TakeThatFckingName
._. 
It's a boy from my college
It would have been so great!
We could have had lunch together, greet each other on the college hallway, meet up in break time...
:'(

WuhuWuhoe
Well that... actually sounds cool
I'm sorry I'm not that guy
And keep your head up, maybe we'll see each other one day

TakeThatFckingName
We do????

WuhuWuhoe
I said maybe! Don't get too overwhelmed by a maybe

TakeThatFckingName
But I would love to see you! :)

WuhuWuhoe
Yeah
Maybe
When I'm ready
And honestly I don't know if I will ever be

TakeThatFckingName
I still don't understand why you're running away from me
I would never judge you
There's not even a reason for judging you
You are who you are and I like you for what I know

WuhuWuhoe
It's not the fact that you know about me being gay
It's the fact that you might know about ME being gay

TakeThatFckingName
... I don't get it

WuhuWuhoe
Maybe you know me
Or some friends of you know me

TakeThatFckingName
So what if?
You think I run around telling everyone "UH HOSEOK IS GAY"?
They would shrug it off like "I don't care man" and "So? Let him be"
Welcome in 2019
It's normal
Get that in your fucking head

WuhuWuhoe
Yeah
It's normal
For guys like you
Your best friend is freaking lucky if he didn't have any problems with his outing or shit like that
Not everybody is blessed with understanding friends and family

TakeThatFckingName
So you think your friends wouldn't understand?
Or wouldn't accept you like that?

WuhuWuhoe
... I don't know
That's what I'm scared of

TakeThatFckingName
And you'll never know if you don't take any risk for fucks sake!

WuhuWuhoe
I told you
And I called you
I was taking that risk
Isn't it enough for you?

TakeThatFckingName
Wonho...
I mean Hoeseok (still struggling with that one, sorry)
Thank you for telling me. For real now.
But you wouldn't take the risk if I would know your face
You wouldn't have told me if I knew you
But you need someone to know
Someone who stands by your side, someone you can trust, someone who helps you trough all that struggle, trough all the pain you might feel
You need someone!
Fight me over that
I don't want you to be hurt
And it will hurt even more the longer you're hiding it. It may even destroy you from the inside out

WuhuWuhoe
I'm not that weak

TakeThatFckingName
Has nothing to do with being weak or strong darling

WuhuWuhoe
Did you just

TakeThatFckingName
Ignore that one
And please... tell someone

WuhuWuhoe
I did

TakeThatFckingName
Your mom doesn't count

WuhuWuhoe
I love my mom!

TakeThatFckingName
That's beautiful
But she's not living with you anymore, she can't be by your side all the time

WuhuWuhoe
...
I know

TakeThatFckingName
But in between remember I'm here, okay?
I listen to you
Every day and every night

WuhuWuhoe
I know...

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