Chapter 2

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A/N So, uh, I was told by a friend something that kind of went completely against what was gonna be in the story. Obviously I am not in a real relationship, and haven't really ever been in one where really anything happened. So I feel like I have to say sorry for if I ever mess something up about a relationship because I felt bad that I messed up. So yeah on with the story.

"I'm gonna text Megan to join us up here so that we can discuss this with her and see what she thinks." Mia says as she gets out her phone.

"Okay, I don't see why you need to do that though." I say.

"Because Megan is the best at this out of the three of us." Mia says simply.

"Yeah true." I mutter.

"She says you should go for it." Mia checks in with Megan through text. I guess Megan didn't want to join us so she just texted.

"Oh she also texted to be careful and don't ruin you two's relationship." Mia added.

"That's a good point. I worked hard to be with Tona and it would suck for the sub to ruin everything." I say to Mia. 

"Just be yourself, the guy who Tona loves so much." Mia says, pats me on the back, and walks out the room to let me think.

I think about what Mia said to me before she left. "Myself is the person who messes up everything he tries to do." I say to myself.

My anxiety starts to kick in. 

"Who even is the person who Tona loves?" 

"I know he loves me but what is it that he loves?"

I feel my hands start to sweat. I turn off the lights of the guest bedroom. Something that normally makes me feel better. 

It wasn't working, nothing was working. I started to question if Tona even loves me.

I was so deep in thought I didn't hear the door crack open. 

I was scared and felt so alone. The only light in the room was the light from outside the door. But I still didn't put together how the door was opened when suddenly I feel someone's arm around me, embracing me and showing that they are there. 

I finally am brought back into reality. As I realize Tona is next to me, embracing me. I lean my head on his shoulder and we sit in silence as I my anxiety slowly backs away and I feel more comforted. 

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Both Tona and I walk downstairs to see Mia and Megan on the couch doing their own things. 

"Aren't the stars nice out tonight?" I ask Megan. 

Megan's head perks up. 

Good she remembers our "key word" to go and look at the stars on the roof. Which I know is dangerous but I like doing it. 

Megan grabs Mia and Tona follows us up to Megan's room. The only way to get on the roof easily because she took the screen out a long time ago. 

We all one by one went outside. Megan went last so she could make sure we didn't get caught. 

Megan and I used to do this all the time in middle school. It was one of the reasons I wanted to have a two story house. So that I could do stuff like this.

We all walk to the slopped area of the room, careful not to balance our weight on one leg so it doesn't make sounds underneath into the dining room. We then all laid down on the slopped section. Mia and Megan were next to each other and Tona and I were next to each other. 

I like to look at the stars. I don't really know why. I guess I'm just a nerd like that. 

Tona suddenly reaches for my hand. I gladly accept. I then remember what Mia said earlier. 

I need to find some way to kiss him. 

"Tona aren't the stars nice?" I ask him. Trying to create small talk.

"Yeah they are." Tona replied. 

Yeah I can't talk to people. I'm not sure if I have pointed that out yet or not. 

I continue to think of what to do when suddenly I think of what I'll do. I will wait until Megan and Mia go inside and then I'll kiss him. 

Don't worry Jacob, you can do it! All you have to do is just try you'll be fine. Even if it fails you will have learned a lesson. Come on you can do it!

I continue to give myself a pep talk until Megan and Mia go inside.

I wait for them both to go inside. They both go inside at different times but when they finally both go inside I look at Tona.

"Do you know that I love you Tona?" I say simply.

"Yes of course I do because I love you too. Otherwise this relationship wouldn't work you dummy." He replies.

I then quickly sit up. He sits up too. I scoot over to him and he just looks into my eyes.

Without even thinking I go in for a kiss. 

He kisses back, surprised at first but it is great. 

It feels like a life time before we actually break away. I get a bit embarrassed, but glad that I did it. 

"Jacob, you never fail to amaze me." He smiles.

Oh my god I can't believe I actually did it. 

"Honestly I know why I am sub now." I say laughing.

"What do you mean by that? That was great!" Tona exclaims. 

"Well it's just that I needed the largest pep talk in order to do that." I laugh.

We both go inside together.

I got bombarded with questions from Megan and Mia. 

"Did you do it?" Mia asked.

"Yeah..." I say shyly.

"Did you like it?" Megan asked. 

"Yeah." I say just as shyly.

"Did Tona like it?" Mia asked.

"Just leave him alone you two, I don't think Jakey asked you two a ton of questions when you two first kissed." Tona said and the both stopped asking questions.

My face got bright red when Tona called me Jakey. Yeah I'm defiantly sub.

I looked at the time to see that it was already about 10. We were all at a sleep over so Tona and I decided to go to the guest bedroom. Mia and Megan followed. It turned out we ended up playing Ultimate Custom Night some more. 

We decided to make our own challenges for each other. 

Megan's were by far the hardest because, "A little challenge never hurt anyone." So I ended up losing a lot when it was Megan's turn. I tended to do ones that involved stuff that don't involve heat because I normally let the office heat up because it's a waste of energy and it's not like it kills me. 

We all decided at around 11 we should go to bed and Megan left to go to her room. 

Tona and I snuggled until I eventually fell asleep while cuddling with Tona.

Sorry Megan but you are just gonna have to deal with the grammar mistakes because I can't fix them all. But I hope you enjoyed. Have a good day/night.


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