Say Goodbye to BLI Sunshine! (mcr/killjoy fanfic-Book I)

Chapter 11: For better or for worse?

        I slipped into ghouls room and he turned the light in his room on. Just like my room he had a half boarded up window but he had a ripped curtain over it. The room had posters of bands and naked woman, he had a queen sized bed pushed against one wall and a hamic hanging from the ceiling on the other also next to the hamic was a dresser and a recliner. Ghoul grabbed my hand as i finished examining the room. We locked eyes and our faces grew closer until our lips bumped into each others and ghouls eyes closed, mine following. Ghouls kisses were different from party's much softer and you could practically feel the love vibrating off of him. He softly put his hands on my waist as if i was the most delicate thing in the world. I wrapped my arms around his neck as my toung slipped through the gap in his lips. He kissed me passionately and he held tight as we broke apart catching our breaths. He nuzzled his nose against my neck and softly sucking making a small red mark. As we let go of each other i slid into his bed and he followed wrapping a arm around me. I felt safe in his arms and slipped into a deep sleep easily with my head on his chest listening to his heart beat.

~Sunrise the next day~

        Surprisingly when i awoke ghoul was still asleep. He looked cute with his eyes closed and a small smile on his face, it made me happy to see him smiling since my dreams were filled with nightmares of everyone i loved dying. That reminded me of jet. I squirmed out of ghouls grasp making sure not to wake him. I planted a soft his on his forehead before heading into jets room were kobra was asleep leaning on the bed with jets hand in his. I shook the man and after a few shakes he let out a small whimper bearly opening his eyes. Once he relised it was me he smiled and quietly left the room. I put the cloth in the bowl of water and felt jets head, the fever had defiantly lowered. I put the wet cloth on his head and a slight moan escaped jets cracked lips please wake up. 

wake up.

wake up.

wake up.

        Just then as if reading my mind jets eyes opened revealing a sliver of the beautiful brown orbs that were his eyes. I hugged him and he coughed opening his eyes the rest of the way. "You scarred us to death." i said squeezing him and he let out a weak chuckle. As i let go of him i realized he must be hungry and wetting his lips isn't the best hydration. I handed him the half empty botle of water we were using to wet his lips, he perched himself up on one elbow and started to drink as i walked into the kitchen. I looked in the cabinets and found a can of chicken noodle soup. I sat on the floor opening it and smelling it just to make sure it was safe. I went outside lighting a small fire to cook the food. It took about 5 minutes for the soup to heat up. I scattered the ashes and headed back inside bumping into ghoul as i made my way into jets room. He followed rubbing the sleep from his eyes, once inside his eyes grew wide as he saw jets eyes open and i stuffed a spoonful of soup into his mouth. Ghoul sat next to me and made sure that jet ate every last drop of soup before hugging him tightly. I set the can down on the small table that was being used as a night stand. Out of all the rooms I've seen so far jets was the emptiest. He had a bag over in the corner, a lamp, a nightstand and a bed, that was it. He didn't have a window and the walls were a bland beige color with the wallpaper tearing in different places. I had drifted into thought thinking of how i had litterly seen every room i could except party's bedroom, i wasn't complaining it was just something that entered my mind. I was torn back into reality as i heard kobra scream "what?!" from his bedroom. I think he was talking to adrenaline who'd come over the night before because she heard about the fire fight. I had never heard kobra scream but this didn't sound like a angry scream more of a distressed and confused scream. Me, ghoul and jet all exchanged glances before i got up heading to kobras room. I knocked and when there was no answer i came in. Adrenaline was sitting on the couch, her head in her hands and kobra was pacing back and forth. "whats goin' on?" i asked and adrenaline looked at kobra who opened and shut his mouth a few times looking like a fish. Party had slid into the doorway with me and adrenaline finally said "i'm Pregnant." woa woa woa WHAT?! I didn't really know what to think of the situation and just stood their with my mouth open. "are you sure?" party finally said from beside me. "yes look" she pointed to two pregnancy tests that lie on the table next to the couch both with a '+' mark on them signalling that she was pregnant. By this time kobra had sat next to adrenaline looking up at us "what should we do?" me and party exchanged glances.

"Well first of all are you sure you want to welcome a baby into this terrible world?"

"If your suggesting an abortion then you should know I'm not killing my baby."

"Bro are you sure your ready to have a kid i mean Cyanide has a point."

"It doesn't matter, this baby is coming weather I'm ready or not."

"Well then Adrenaline should stay here, she can have my room."

        Adrenaline smiled and i picked up her bags moving them into the room that i had been staying in for almost 3 weeks now. I grabbed my bag and went into the hallway not sure were i would be going. "you can stay in my room" a voice said as i jumped a mile, i really should be used to him by now I thought as i spun on my heel seeing the red head smirking at me. "um actually i think I'm going to use the extra room since you only use it for painting and most likely jerking off." he smiled at me when i said the last part. I turned and headed into the room, it head a bed and couch just like my old room only they were covered in paint and there was two smaller windows in this one and they weren't boarded up. i set my bag on the paint stained floor next to the bed that was a little bit bigger then the single in my old room. I face planted onto the bed and not to long after heard the bed creak as a unknown person layed there hand on my back rubbing circles in my back. When i rolled over to see who it was i was surprised to see jet. 

"You should be resting your fevers not gone."

"but i feel fine, stop worrying."

"i cant."

"try...for me."

"ugh, fine."

        i put my head back onto the bed slightly annoyed. Its funny really, I'm annoyed because the person I'm worried about is persisting me not to worry about them. I'm so messed up. Just then i remembered rays wound and realized the bandage should most likely be changed. I got the spray and gauze out of his room and un-wrapped the slightly bloody old one. The wound looked much better not puffy or an unnatural color, instead it was starting to heal and their was only a faint pinkness around it. I spayed the wound and he winced slightly but then relaxed as i wrapped him in the gauze.He laughed as i concentrated and tied it "what?" i asked quiet confused. "it just weird to see someone fixing me up when im usually the one who plays doctor around here." i simply smiled and nodded before standing and looking him over. Once i was done i handed him back his shirt and we walked into the main room. We were all wounded badly and stunk badly. "is their anywhere we can shower?" i asked party as he came in and he simply said "yea dead Pegasus, might as well make a trip down there." ghoul walked in asking "trip were?" party shot him a look saying "wouldn't you like to -" i cut him off saying "dead Pegasus." ghoul simply stuck his toung out at party.

_______________________________________________________________________________ sorry this was such a late update a lot has happened with school orientation, sleepovers, sea breeze, book reports, reading and all that great shit that comes around this time of year. I think orientation was the worse so far but school is coming up, great another year of being called a "emo lesbian" even though i've made it clear that I'm strongly attracted to guys, the emo part i cant really deny but its still annoying. "Its death or victory" ~Cyanide Murder