Say Goodbye to BLI Sunshine! (mcr/killjoy fanfic-Book I)

Chapter 18: "Because you only live forever in the lights you make..."

I looked out the window as Adrenaline neared the door to the car. She smiled and i returned the gesture as she opened the door we both hugged each us before she slipped in, onto kobras lap. i'm happy i remembered everything last night. i thought to myself. It was a strange dream, i had gone into a theater as the lights dim watching my life flicker on the screen. The one thing i was happy i remembered was ghoul, i guess i'm in love theres no denying it. I layed my head back on his shoulder as we drove down the sandy rode party gripping the wheel so hard his nuckles turned white. He had been mad since we headed out of the house and i didn't know why, maybe i'll ask when we get home.

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I knocked on partys door, he had gone straight to bed once we got home and the boys were busy doing different things. "Leave me alone ray!" he yelled after the secound time i knocked. "its not ray, its me, Cyanide." i heard a faint sigh and i pushed the door open. I looked around and saw him painting two shadow people holding hands at what looked to be sunset. Above it scrawled out was "Your the only hope for me." and below was "well you can run away with me, you can right it on your wall, yea you can run away with me..." he was sitll writing the rest and i watched as he wrote "anytime you want." i smiled "its a beautiful painting." he looked towards me a half smile on his face. "ya think so?" i smirked "oh i know so!" he finished painting and looked over at me. "so what is it that you wanted?" he asked and i responded "whats up with you? Are you mad at me?" he sighed sitting on his bed, "No, i could never be ,ad at you its just..." he looked away and i sat next to him "what is it party?" he looked at me "I love you so much Cyanide and its hard to see you with Ghoul and to know you'll never love me back." he said. I was startled by the confesion and i felt bad because i never thought he loved me. I pushed my hair back and looked back at him "I never knew you loved me. When we first ment i thought you were so cool and i think somewere down i wanted you to love me. When you kissed me i pushed it off as you being drunk but when ghoul kissed me i thought it was real. I guess i just wanted someone so i pushed away the idea of you loving me. Me and ghoul arn't dating or anything and i just want you to know i love you too." i said looking at him. He seemed shocked at what i said but then leaned over cupping my face and gently pressing his lips against mine. When he pulled away he smiled looking over at the painting and saying "Your the only hope for me."

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I went into the dining room, after talking to party we ended up snuggling and taking a nap together. "I think we should start planning to take down BLI." i said sitting down. "What do you mean? We would be most likely killed." kobra said and i shrugged "But what if we werent. I though being a killjoy ment you hated BLI and are long term goal was to always over throw them i mean think abiout it. Theres at least a few hundred-thousand killjoys, if we work together we can take down BLI and get Battery City for ourself." i said and looked at them. "shes got a point but it'll take quiet a while for us to plan it all out." Jet said as party grogily came in sitting next to me. Party whispered in my ear "why didn't you wake me up when you did babe?" and i shrugged whispering back "You looked cut sleeping, sorry." Ghoul coughed signaling for us to stop whispering, "we were just talking about overthrowing BLI, what do you think party Poison?" ghoul asked and party simply responded "I think thats a great idea but we'll all have to work together, all the killjoys to take down BLI." Vampire seemed un certain "But what about the helium wars? BLI was able to overthrow us back then, whats so different about now?" he said, thats a good point too. I looked over at party and he said simply "Back then we weren't ready. This time, they wont be ready and we have a lot more skills now but even with skills i think we all know, no matter what people will be lost in the fight." he said siting up straight. "I think that its time that we come out of the shadows!" i said and everyone agreed. Look out BLI because the killjoys are finally coming out of the shadows.

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We made our way down the winding staircase, it was the first time the bar was silent. We had put on the radio that there would be a meeting that all able killjoys must come to. There were killjoys outside listening to our anouncement, upstairs, and downstairs all around the small stage set up. We all made our way to the stage and Party picked up the microphone. "Hello everyone. We brought you all here today to speak of BLI. For 7 years we've been in the shdows, but no longer. We need to take BLI down once and for all. We need to take them down for all the lost,hungry, and broken. We need to take them down so another generation doesnt have to go through what we did! Whos with me?" The crowd erupted in cheers that were so loud they hurt me ears. One thing was fir certain though, we would be bringing down BLI.

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Hey guys i have some sad news for you. Next chapter will be the last chapter before the epilouge and the ending. I really wanted to make this book longer but i'm not sure i will and im not even sure how long the next chapter will be. I'm starting on a new book though. Its called "Angels can fly..." and hopefully you'll check it out. Its a mcrxreader book or well mcrxRaven since shes the main charecter. Anyways i hope you'll check it out. Also can you help me? I heard a short line of a song by mcr that goes "Pour me a drink of water cuz my lips are chaped and faded." i was just wondering what song thats from. Thanks :)

<> edit<> that was the old desc of the second chap but i decided to keep it so sorry if it doesn't make sence! also i know the song is cancer now so you dont have to comment, this was when i still didn't know much about mcr lol.