Philophobia (Stray Kids WooChan)

XLVIII

Dear Channie,

It's been so long since I've done this. My therapist thinks it'd be a good idea for me to start giving you letters again because it's easier for me to write out my feelings than say them out loud to you. The point of me writing this is to talk about you and Changbin and to apologize for everything. You see, I realized something after we started dating. My fear of falling in love has turned into a fear of rejection. I'm not afraid to love you but I'm afraid you're not going to love me back. When I see how much time you spend with Changbin I forget that he's sick and needs everyone's help. I only see that you're spending more time with him than me so you must love him more than me. I know it's stupid to think that but I can't help it. My therapist is helping me to not think that way but it will obviously take time. Until I am able to change you should know the truth on why I was acting the way I was. I hope this doesn't make you upset at me.

~Woojin

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Back to letters for now.

I've been seeing a ton of videos of SKZ' tour on Instagram and it makes me kinda sad I couldn't go. Were any of you guys able to go??

Hope you all enjoy this story!