Dear Channie,
With the new year starting, I think it is time to move on from the past. In order to do that, I need to tell you something. Something from my past. I'm going to tell you the reason I was so afraid to fall in love.
My first relationship was in high school. His name doesn't matter but we started dating at the beginning of our senior year. We dated throughout our senior year and I loved him, I really did. I thought he loved me too at the time, but I now I'm starting to think he didn't. Either that or his idea of love was very messed up. The event that changed everything was prom but mostly what happened after. We saved money to buy a hotel and, to make a long story short, he raped me that night. It screwed me up so bad because I loved him and thought that I suppose to enjoy what happened but when I realized I didn't have too, I was screwed up even more. I thought he loved me so I thought this was just how everyone who loved me would treat me. It sounds like a stupid thing to think but I convinced myself this was the truth and that's how I developed this fear of falling in love. I had myself convinced anyone who I fell in love with would treat me the same way he did. It's thanks to you that I've come to realize that isn't true.
I love you Channie, with all me heart.
~Woojin
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Philophobia (Stray Kids WooChan)
Fanfiction- Philophobia: an overwhelming and unreasonable fear of falling in love - Maybe you could help me overcome my fear; if only you knew more than my first initial. - {Companion story to Nyctophilla (Stray Kids ChangLix)}
