The Rose Club Interviews

Nisha (@t_nisha)

Q: What's your name/pen name?

A: Nisha.

Q: What's your sign?

A: Virgo.

Q: What's something you wish you could shout out to the world right now?

A: Pull yourself together.

Q: What's something toxic you'd like to change about Wattpad?

A: The need to be perfect & the lack of genuine stories instead of trying to write what everyone else is writing.

Q: How do you deal with vulnerability?

A: Pretend its not a thing.

Q: What do you believe in?

A: Equality, love, and pure happiness.

Q: What's something considered uninteresting by friends/family that you enjoy/find intriguing?

A: School and learning.

Q: How did you know someone loved you/you loved them? (in any type of relationship,  example, family or friends)

A: When they are willing to sacrifice anything in order to keep you safe.

Q: Where does creativity have a place your life? (ex. art, writing, everything, etc.)

A: It is my entire life and recently i haven’t had much of it, that’s part of the reason i left Wattpad.

Q: What's the scariest thing you've done that was totally worth it?

A: Loving someone who didn’t love me.

Q: What's something you've done in the past you definitely wouldn't do now?

A: Loving someone who doesn’t love me.

Q: How do you deal with your insecurities?

A: I tell myself that if i don’t love it right now i will in the future and if it isn’t something i can fix in five seconds then it doesn’t matter.

Q: What kind of music are you into?

A: Indie, Rap, R&B

Q: What's a hobby/person that makes you purely happy just by the thought of it/them

A: Learning about ways i can make a difference / my little sisters and brother.

Q: What's something you'd like to change about your current self?

A: How negative i can be and my strive for perfection in everything I do.

Q: What's been your greatest accomplishment to date?

A: “Millie” growing more and more each day & getting out of a toxic relationship.

Q: What's something you do when coping with bad feelings/loneliness?

A: Listen to music & find different ways to cope.

Q: Who do you look up to creatively?

A: Tyler The Creator, Harry Hudson, Jaden Smith, Shane Koyczan, and lots of different writers.

Q: Who do you look up to for strength or confidence when needed?

A: My Papa.

Q: What was something someone said that you found to be so true about yourself, written, sung in a song, talked in video?

A: “but our lives will only ever always continue to be a balancing act that has less to do with pain and more to do with beauty”

- Shane Koyczan “to this day”

Q: Who do you think is incredibly strong and amazing? (Fictional or real)

A: My Papa and his Mama.

Q: When's the last time you smiled with pure happiness?

A: Honestly, I don’t know. 

Q: When's the last time you cried?

A: Yesterday. April 5th, 2019.

Q: If you are, what message are you personally trying to send to others on social media/irl? And if not, what positive movements/groups/accounts do you support/agree with?

A: It is okay to not be okay & look at everything from the opposite point of view and learn from it.

Q: What's a question you wish people asked you more? And what's a question you wish you could answer more truthfully?

A: What can I do to make this world better? Am I okay?

Q: What's something most people don't know about you?

A: I’ve suffered from suicidal depression since I was 13.

Q: If you could be able to do something you aren't able to do now, what would it be?

A: Travel alone.

Q: What do you wish for your future self?

A: That she is genuinely happy doing what she loves. 

Q: What do you think happens after we die?

A: We reincarnate into our next lives.

Q: If you had one year left to live, how would you spend it?

A: Traveling the world and spending time with my family, especially my sisters and brother.

Q: As a girl/boy/gender-queer individual what's something you wish you didn't have to stress about?

A: Having to constantly protect myself when im out alone.

Q: What's the last movie that stuck with you after watching it?

A: Assassination Nation

Q: What's something you wish someone you know, knew?

A: How much they mean to me.

Q: What do you think is overrated?

A: Moving fast through life.

Q: When you're on your phone, what app/website do you find yourself on the most? Does this bother you? 

A: Vsco and Spotify & no because they’re inspiring.