Moonlight // IronStrange AU

Chapter Four

**Stephen's POV**

June 10, 2010
11:54 p.m

Run
And that's what I did. I didnt know where I was running to, but I knew that it was far from here. I mean, I just kissed Tony fucking Stark?! A MAN! I felt like I was going to throw up, but I also felt something else. Lust.

No, I couldn't feel that way towards a man, that's wrong, right?

I kept running, my chest started to burn, and my legs started to ache, but I couldn't stop, I had to figure this out or else my entire life would be doomed.

**Time Skip, 30 mins**

I finally made it to my house, I was laying down face first on my front lawn, gasping for air. That was the first amount of exercise I've done in years.

"Shit! I forgot Logan, dammit." I cursed, and look into the distance of the way I came from, he'll be fine. I hope so at least.

I turn my sore body onto my back, and gaze up at the stars. They were beautiful. Every single one shined for itself, and didn't care what anybody else thought. The stars and the moon loved one another, something that I couldn't grasp my mind around yet.

Love

I've never felt love, I've only felt pressure to be perfect, to be exactly like God, because we were made in his image, at least that was what I was taught. Ive grown up thinking and learning that being Gay was a sin, actually, that everything that I did was a sin, and that I was would go to hell.

Lately, I've been letting go of all that. All of the pressure. From my friends, from my church, from my dad. He never loved me, he just wanted me to be successful, so he could take my money. Good thing he's gone, that they're both gone.

Somehow, I knew something about this lust was good. I mean, I wouldn't be feeling it to this extent if I wasn't supposed to go for it, was I?

I got up finally and went into my 1 bedroom house, small, I know. I went and sat on my couch, and turned on the TV. Leaving my house dark, except for the small light reflecting off the walls from the traffic outside. It was noisy, but I fell into a deep sleep nonetheless.

I dreamt about many things, my parents, the stars dancing around me, the moon asking for my hand, and one other thing, Anthony Stark.

I wasn't sure of many things in my life, but I knew I sure of one thing, even though it was deemed wrong and sinful.

I fell in love with a man. A beautiful one.

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I finally updated!!!!! I'm sorry it took me so long to update, but I had some phat writers block, and im busy with school.
And I know its shorter, I'm sorry.

I know this writing is different than the rest, but I wanted to try something new. I hope you like it! -T