overdose | kth✓

-nineteen-

-Y/N'S POV-
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I woke up to those bright ceiling lights. It's been at least a few days since I've been here. Ugh.. I quickly covered my eyes with my arm. Then, I heard the door open, "Time for breakfast." That nurse said, "Do you want to try and get up by yourself again?" I took my arm off my face, looked at her, and nodded. She came over to me, while I started to slowly get out of bed. I almost fell, since it's been a long while where I tried to walk, and my legs felt wobbly.

I was holding onto her sleeve, and once I thought that I would be fine. I started walking by myself, and once I made it all the way to the door, I felt little proud of myself.

"I made it," I muttered to myself. I opened the door to the hallway, and stepped out. Feels like a long time since I was last out there. I started walking down perfectly fine.

I made it to the cafeteria, I grabbed my breakfast, it wasn't much. I headed back into my hospital room and sat on the bed, watching whatever was on the TV at that moment. Then, a different nurse had come in, I've had her only, like, once. "Hi, darling." She greeted. "Hi."

"So, the nurse you usual have, she was needed for something important. So, I'll be your nurse until she comes back, which might be a while. I don't know how long though." She said, "So, I see you have your breakfast. Yesterday, you barely even took a bite, according to Nurse Kang. I get that your taking baby steps, but can you just try to eat just a little more? It's okay with me, if you can't. There's always tomorrow."

I gulped and looked down at my cereal, sitting in my lap. "I-I'll try.." I mumbled. I took the spoon, and scooped up just a tiny bit. As I put it near my mouth, I felt my hand shaking.

I forced the little bits of cereal into my mouth. As I started chewing, I wanted to spit it out so bad. But, I don't think they would let me out unless I actually started eating. I wanted to get out of here. I wanted to see Jimin again.

I wanted to see Taehyung again.

I scooped out more, but tiny bits, and put it in my mouth. As I swallowed, I shook my head, signaling the nurse that I can't eat more. "You kind of ate a little more.. because you took two really tiny scoops." She said and smiled. "Good job. Sooner or later, you'll be out of here in no time."

I smiled with hope.

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It's been at least a week and a half, since I've been here. Pretty long, right? Well, for me, they passed by so fast. The nurses told me I can be released later today. And I'm extremely excited about it. Jimin was gonna pick me up, but he said he was.. 'busy..' So, now Tae is picking me up soon.

I was finally able to be in human clothes again. All I would ever wear -my time being here- was a damn gown, and holy shit I was tired of wearing them. I was also excited, because I get to meet my bed again. Once I get home, I'm gonna nap so good. I can't wait!

The nurse had came in and said, "Your ride is here." She smiled. I gasped a little, excitedly. I'm finally going home.. after all of this. It's finally over..

"Thanks for taking care of me!" I said, and hugged her. "Your welcome." She said, and hugged back.

"Be a good kid, Y/N. Don't cause any trouble!" She said and waved me goodbye. I waved back, and went down to the reception desk.

I checked out and as I was about to go outside, I saw Tae already coming inside. "Tae!" I exclaimed as I saw him, I went over to him and slowly put my arms around him. "I'm finally out." I said, as I pulled away.

"Yeah, but I'm going in." He said and chuckled, "I need to get something from the reception desk, just go and wait in my car. It's right over there." He said as he pointed at it.

I nodded at him, and headed for his car. I opened the passenger door and got in. I looked around me, the outside of the car. It feels weird seeing the outside. I turned my head towards the entrance of the hospital, seeing that Tae was already heading towards the car.

Once he got in, he had -what seemed- to be an angry expression on his face. "Y/N." He said, his voice sounding with a mixture of serious and furiousness. I didn't look at him, instead I gulped and looked out of the window beside me. "Look at me," He ordered, "Now."

I slowly turned my head towards him, "Yes?" I quietly said.

"What kind of pills have you been taking?" He asked.

..how?

"I don't know.." I quietly said, fidgeting with my fingers.

"How did you even get your hands on them in the first place?"

I stayed quiet. "Answer me." He said.

"They.. just appeared.. right on my nightstand.. I don't know who or what could've put it there." I answered.

I heard him deeply sigh, "I have to take care of you now." And then he darted his eyes towards my arms. The cuts. I saw him looking at them and then I tried covering them.

"Y/N.. why..?" He asked, his voice shaking a little, "Y-You do know I care about y-you r-right..?"

I looked at him. He was crying a little. I didn't know what to say or do. I was just silent.

I heard him sniffle, and start the car. And in silence we drove off.