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-eleven-

-THIRD POV-
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Jimin and Y/N, hand in hand, walking to their class. Y/N had tried to let go of his hand to wipe hers, since it was getting sweaty, but Jimin only tightened his grip even more as she kept trying. "You know what?" Jimin said, "Why are we even going to class? We should've skipped school for today."

She shrugged, "I don't know. Why don't we just go?"

Jimin turned around and there the two go back outside. Meeting with the fresh air once again. Y/N inhaled and exhaled slowly, taking the air in. "Where do you wanna go, princess?" He asked. Y/N got startled when he said the word 'princess'. "Away from here." She responds.

"We can go back to my house." Jimin suggested. Y/N surprised at the suggestion said, "Somewhere that isn't near home." She didn't want to go back to his house. Who knows what they could do. And she wasn't ready at all. Hell, she'd be terrified. "Okay, we can get into my car and drive us anywhere you want to go." Jimin said.

Hand in hand they leave towards Jimin's car. Once they reached it, Y/N went over to the passenger's side and got into the car. Jimin got in and turned it on. They drove off within seconds.

"Where do you want to go?" Jimin asked stealing a glance towards Y/N. "Let's go to the park, please." She said, looking down towads her lap.

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"We're here." He said, parking the car next to the sidewalk. Y/N quickly got out, and looked at the playground. The playground where kids go, to make memories.

-Y/N'S POV-
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Sigh. What happened all of sudden? Everything that once made me happy disappeared. I realized I was just staring and standing there, Jimin right beside me. He put his hand on my shoulder, "The place where you spend the most of your childhood." He said. I looked at him and smiled, "Why don't we go and relive it?" And then I was off, running towards the swings.

I swung my feet back and forth making me go higher. I looked up at the clouds, with the blue sky. I want to be one of those clouds. Wouldn't it feel good just to be able to fly? Fly so high you feel.. free?

I sighed deeply, and let my legs loose, making me swing less.

"Y/N," Jimin called out to me.

"Wha-" I got up, and turned around. I was interrupted by his lips, connecting to mine. Since I was so surprised, I let him kiss me, but with no return. He pulled away after a couple of seconds and said, "Y/N, I want you to be mine."

I looked at him, happily. "Can I?" I said, and hugged him, "Of course, you can." He said.

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I was finally back at home after a long day. I wanted a nap, so I crawled into bed and fell asleep fairly quick.

"He's only messing with your head, Y/N."

Taehyung? Is that him, I'm pretty sure that's him speaking.

"He doesn't actually want you."

"But don't listen to me, because I might be messing with your head as well."

"You do realize, you're with us now?"

This is a different guy speaking now. I can feel it, but I just can't see them.

"We can't save you nor ourselves. There's only one that can save us, but he hasn't appeared."

"Take only 3 of them every 6 hours. It will then, start kicking in hour 1, and fully complete hour 3."

"Y/N.. it's me. I'm here now."

Jimin? Can you hear me?

"Don't believe what they say. Just only listen to my voice. I'll guide you, through Darkness."

I.. don't want go back in Light. I can't. I've already tried giving up. Why should I go back into Light if I tried giving up my soul? I don't deserve it whatsoever.

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I woke up slowly this time, I opened my eyes, rubbed them and sat up. I did the usual, and looked around, seeing if any else was different. When I looked over to my nightstand, there were pills. I blinked a couple times. This. This can't be real. What the hell? How the fuck did these get here? No, it's not real. It's fake. Something's playing with my mind again.

I reach over and touch it with my index finger, and indeed it is real. I grab it with my whole hand and bring it closer to my face. As I read it, I remember what that one guy said, 'Take only 3 of them every 6 hours. It will then, start kicking in hour 1, and fully complete hour 3.'

Fuck. I get out of bed, and go into the bathroom.

I don't know what these will do to me, but if at least makes me feel better I'll do this. For my own sake. For my missing happiness.

One.

Two.

And three.

I swallowed, and looked at myself in the mirror.

I looked so lifeless, so pale. My reflection showed a emotionless expression, with a pale face, and messy hair. Not caring about a damn thing at the moment. I chuckled to myself, you really look like you're gonna go insane at any moment.