overdose | kth✓

-five-

-Y/N's POV-
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Fuck. So many words could go with that one.

Fuck everything.
Fuck life.
Fuck this bullshit.
Fuck-

God, Y/N, stop. You're being stupid. I always have been.

It's been nearly a month now. Time passed by so fast. I hadn't really eaten anything anymore. But, I ate just a little to keep myself going, even the slightest. I looked more skinnier, about a week ago, I weighed myself. I had gone down by a lot. I looked more pale than I was. Things have been changing quickly.

I had done more cutting over the past month, I have been going to school, but not as much as I used to. I missed more days, got less sleep, did more cutting, and I barely ate, then repeating this process. I ask myself at least everyday, What's going on with me? I felt more tired to even do anything. I just felt..

Weak.

Hella weak, to be honest. I couldn't even bother to stop. It was like if it were attached to me, like it's been there waiting for me. To devour me.

Right now, I was getting ready to go to school. The clothes that I had were fitting too big on me, since I had lost a lot of weight over the course of the month.

I'll just go in this. I decided to wear a black, oversized hoodie, and some dark blue jeans.

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I had made it into the school building, everyone was looking at me, like if I was someone new to them, at least.

I ignored them and headed to my locker. I sighed as I put my backpack in my locker. Then, I saw him. The boy I loved. Park Jimin. Never before had I felt this way about anyone. He walked past me and noticed me. He gave me the most angelic smile I had ever seen. I was literally screaming inside, my heart was beating so fast that you could hear it.

Get a hold of yourself, Y/N. He wouldn't love a pathetic person like you. Get that inside your mind.

That's right. He wouldn't.

As I walked through the hallways, some people were giving me dirty looks. Some were actually looking at me nicely. They never did that before.

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-TAEHYUNG'S POV-
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"Taehyung!" Shouted a small, cute Jimin,

"What?" I said.

"Did you see Y/N? She's as skinny as the other girls! She looks so pretty. I'm gonna date her." He said.

"Wait, Jimin, don't. Don't play with her feelings like that. Yes, I know you're a player, but c'mon, we know how that story will end." I said.

Fuck, how do I warn her? Do I try to make friends with her?

"Taehyung, this shouldn't concern you. It's my love life, and I get to do what I want in it."

I rolled my eyes, "Your fault for telling me this."

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I had saw her in the hallways.. ... and it's true. She is skinny, but how come so fast? Just over the course of a month? Did she.. no, she wouldn't.

I'll have to try and make friends with her, I guess. But, how?

I had Chem with her, so, I decided it was best to try after class.

"Okay, class!" Mr. Lee said, "You'll be having lab partners for the rest of the year starting today!"

He started naming off the names, once you got who your partner was, you had to go sit with them or they come over and sit by you.

"Y/N, and Taehyung!" Mr. Lee said.

I felt a wave of excitement rush over me. This is perfect. Thank you!

She was in the back and I went over to her. I sat down next her in the empty seat.

As the teacher named off the rest of the names, we started working.

"Hi, I'm Y/N." She introduced herself, well that's a first.

"I'm Taehyung. I hope we'll get along well. And not bicker at each other like those 2 in the front." I chuckled, she chuckled along with me but softly. She seemed like such a nice girl.

"So, um. What are you? A Junior?" I asked, "Junior." She answered immediately.

"Me too."

"I just turned 17 in December. How about you?" I asked, I felt like I was going a little too far with these questions.

"I'm turning 17 in February." She said.

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After a little while, she asked me, "What should I call you?"

"My name?" I said and chuckled.

"No, like a nickname."

"Taehyung, Taehyungie, TaeTae, Tae, or maybe-"

"Okay, it's gonna be Tae from now on." She said, interrupting me, like if I was her friend for a long time now.

I nodded.

She's my friend now! Yay!