overdose | kth✓

-twentyeight-

-Y/N'S POV-
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Why was I chosen to lead this life? Why does everything have to be so hard? Why can't I deal with it? What's wrong with me?

It's fine. It's just whatever.

Let's just get up and go to school. Today is just another day.

I sigh, and open my eyes slowly. I sit up slowly, and look around.

I rubbed my eyes, and got out of bed. I went into the bathroom to shower.

I turn it on, and then I turn my head towards the mirror, looking at my hideous self.

I slowly touch my cheek. I'm feeling weird.

I shook my head, and quickly stripped naked and got into the warm shower.

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I enter the school building, to see Jimin leaning against the wall. As if he were waiting for me.

"Good morning," he said, hugging my tightly, "how did you sleep?"

"G..Gud." I tried saying, 'good' but his jacket muffled my voice.

Okay. Time to get straight to the point. Remember what me and Tae talked about.

I was about to say something, until Jimin beat me at it first. "I wanna show you something, but it's on the stage of the gymnasium." He said, grabbing my hand, making me follow behind him as he speed-walked.

"Wait- Jimin-" I tried pushing him away. "Hold on-"

"Stop!" I exclaimed. He stopped and looked at me lustfully. "Jimin, just let me go. Why are you doing this? Don't you think it's been enough already? Just.. please." I begged. "Just.. please.. let me go.. please."

His expression quickly softened, making him slowly lose grip on my wrists. "Y/N.." he softly said, "I-I'm sorry.. I don't know what went through me. Forgive me.."

I shook my head, "No. You've only been with me, just to make me look like a fucking whore. And you were even worse. You.." I started sobbing. "You're just.. a horrible person.. I-I actually lik-liked you, you know? I thought you were always that c-caring, per-perfect guy everyone wanted.. but, turns out.." I wiped my tears, "you're j-just a fake person."

"We're done, Jimin. We. Are. Done."

After he put his hands down, I speed-walked out of it. I kept sobbing, I couldn't stop. It hurts so much. Why was I so stupid? Why?

I ran to the bathroom, once I entered, I went into the stall, and locked the door. I sat on the toilet seat, and cried into my hands. Cried. Cried, and cried.

I just wanna escape. Just from this life. I want a new one, a fresh start.

What do I have to do to make it all disappear?

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I walked, with my backpack hanging on one shoulder. I looked down, as I kept taking slow steps.

I felt something touch me, I looked to my arm to see a droplet of rain.

I didn't care if it rained. I just wanted to be alone, walking home.

I finally made it home, I decided to eat. For once after all of this.

Just don't think it about it. You're gonna be alright.

No. I won't.

Whatever you say..

I grabbed a bowl, milk, and some cereal. I poured some Honey Bunches and then I poured in the milk. I grabbed a spoon from the silverware, and set everything on the table.

I went back into my room and grabbed my phone. I actually wanted to watch something on it. Not really something I normally do.

I turned it on as I sat down.

taetae
Missed Calls (5)

Oh. He called me? Should I call him back? Actually, why even-

I got startled as my phone rang loudly again. I looked at the caller ID and saw my brother's name on it. How odd. He never calls me.

I had to answer. I felt little waves of excitement flow through my body.

"Hello?" I said, as I pressed the answer icon.

"Y/N?"

"Yes?"

"How have you been doing?" He asked. I heard the nervous tone in his voice.

"I guess, I've been.. fine." I lied.

"Y/N, do you want to move over here? With me?"

"No.. I'm fine where I am. And I already told you before, I don't want the house to be sold." I said.

I hear him sigh, "Well, okay, I guess. But, hey. Do you wanna meetup some time soon? Maybe Saturday?" He asked.

"Yeah, sure." I said, smiling, "I can't see why not."

"Okay! I'll see you Saturday little sis. I missed you." He said, "Okay, gotta go. Love you, and take care."

"Love you too." I said, and then he hung up.

-

As I brushed my teeth, my phone rang again. I looked at the caller ID to see that it was Tae.

I quickly washed out my mouth. After that, I answered. "Yes, Tae?"

"Hey, are you okay?" He asked, "I know what happened today. Did he hurt you? Did he-"

"Tae. I'm okay. And, no he didn't hurt me." I interrupted.

"I'm coming over." He said.

"Wait what? It's late-"

"I don't care, just please let me come over." He said.

"O-Okay." And then he hung up.

I washed up and at least 5 minutes have passed and my doorbell rang. I quickly rushed over to the door.

I opened it, and Tae quickly came in and closed it behind him.

He turned back towards me. He came closer, and then he wrapped his arms around me. "I'm so glad he didn't do anything. A-And, I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you. But, you got away, right?" He asked, and I nodded.

He hugged me once again. I wrapped my arms around him as well.

He pulled away after a minute or so. I smiled at him.

He grinned his adorable boxy smile he has.

"I'm staying for just a little while, and then I'll leave you alone for the night." Tae said, and giggled.

"That's okay." I said, "Do you want anything?"

"I want you to come and sit by me." He said, and patted the spot next to him on the couch. I walk over and sit next to him. I grab the remote and hand it to him. "Any channel you want." I said.