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Hello. Nice to meet you. My name is Kim Y/N. I'm 22 years old, and I'm married to a really perfect man named, Kim Taehyung. I have a beautiful son, whose only just 9 months old. His name is Kim Seo Min.

Yes, you can say I'm maybe too young to be married and have a child already. But, hey. I wouldn't listen to you. I love my life right now. I have a handsome, caring, loving husband. I have a beautiful 9 month old. And I have me. Myself. Now, I know this may be short. Since, I'm writing this in my little notebook. Where I like to write my things in (obviously). My husband, Taehyung, has taught me so many things in the past 6 years. It's been such a long time, but it went by so fast.

I'm writing this because, I need to thank the person that's been with me since the beginning of the worst relationship ever.

Taehyung. I love you so much. I love you so much that you don't even know how much. I'm so grateful you were there. You saved me. You fixed me every time I broke. You made me smile, when I thought I really couldn't. You made me feel special in this world. You helped me through everything. And, I still don't know how to repay you, every time I asked, "what can I do to repay you?" You would always respond, "Your honest love to me is enough." I felt like I needed to do more than just give you love. I really wanted to repay you. But, you never would let me.

When you proposed, you heard me say something, but you never knew what it was. You never asked me. I always saw it bugged you, you always thought I said something bad. I always giggled at that. If you ever read this, you wanna know what I said? I said, "Thank you for saving my life." I couldn't wait to start my future with you. I was so excited from that day onward. I am so happy to have you by my side. I'm so happy that we now have a child together. And I also really like that friend of yours, Jungkook. He really sounds like a very nice, funny person. His daughter is really the kindest too. I love how she plays gently with our Seomin.

I was surprised Jungkook recognized me. I had an idea who he was, but couldn't remember. Then, after he told me he used to go to our school, that's when I could remember him. I didn't know him that well. Jungkook had told us, after they graduated, Jimin had moved down to Hong Kong to pursue a dancing career. I was surprised. I'm glad I won't see him anytime soon. I'm glad he's somewhere where I won't see him again.

Well, I have to end this. I'm running out of page.

Taehyung. Thank you for showing me the glorious ways of loving myself. I don't regret any of it. I love you so much. Thank you for being by my side. I'm so happy that I'm spending the rest of my life with you. Thank you for being with me. I hope we can give a sibling to Seomin in a couple of years. I remember seeing you cry, when you saw Seomin for the first time at the hospital. We cried together. Our little baby, he's growing up so fast. He's almost a year old!

Taehyung, I really am grateful for what you did to help me get better. Because of you,

I love myself, so so much.

Thank you.

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