faith H.S

zayn.

A teenager isn't supposoed to live through this.Having this huge weight on my shoulders isn't helping me to continue living.My whole reputation is ruined,everybody now has seen  my naked body ,everybody are saying that i send nudes,everybody thinks that I am,and  as much as I hate to admit it, but they're calling me a whore.I hate the fact that I can breath while others think of me that way.I hate this I hate everything.

This is the second night I spent without sleep.I have to go school tomorrow or my parents will know about this and I can't let that happen.

I wore anything i could find,in no way im gonna care about what to wear.And when I was about to go down,I checked my phone and I saw alot of missed calls and text messages from Louis,I opened one of them saying:

"sara u're pissing me off seriously I need you too you're not the only one living on this earth.Stop being selfish."

i opened another.

"sara help I broke up with Marry I feel so bad."

Im not in the mood for this kind of problems.if he only knew what is happenin to me,If only he could read the darks thoughts I have,he wouldn't say this kinda of stuff.I closed my phone and put it in my pocket.I have to get ready to face everybody.I have to be ready but I can't.I don't have anybody to whome I can speak to. no one.I feel so alone right now.just sara against the world.

My mother looked suspicious about me but she let it pass.I walked to the school ready for this hell of a day.

When I entered the building all the eyes were looking at me.After seconds of realisation they started to whisper between them .Words like whore and slut just started to be heard from everybody's mouth.I fought the argue to cry,and the tears started to burn my eyes.But I can't cry. I have to stand for this.I just don't know why these people judged me from the first chance they got?Why do they believe what zayn said?and just After I thought of him, I saw him talking with his friends,with a huge a smirk that I used to adore but now that smirk means nothing but a look of a sick mind that doesn't deserve to live.Does he deserve to live?hell no.He drugged me took my clothes off and got pictures of me.This comes only from a sick mind.I have to take my revenge I have to.I walked over to him ready to talk.

"Zayn I need to talk with you."I honestly don't know anything to say to him But I just feel like i have to.He turned around looking shocked.But then he recovered so easily.

"wow I don't think I need to listen to you.Your boobs talked for you."Everybody in the hallway was quite.Everybody was watching me being humilated,listening to every word that comes from my mouth.Zayn's word are harsh,I can't believe I used to love him.

"How could you do this to me.I haven't done anything bad to you."The tears started to burn my eyes again.

"Well you did it to yourself.Next time think before you send nudes."and with that he just walked away.All the students cheered zayn and started to call me names again.I can't take this anymore.I want to cry.I have pain that need to come out.

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sorry it's not long but it"s an update.