faith

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This day is definetely the happiest day of my life.
"I have a lot of questions to be answered."I stated
"and we have the whole time to answer them."
Okay I guess ,I may say that I found my prince charming.

We walked to school together,and harry avoided answering my questions,claiming that we would have enough time to answer all of them.
When we entered class together,holding hands,some students gave us some weird looks.But none of them dared to say a word because well obviously it's harry we're talking about.We spent the whole class chatting,talking about everything and nothing.And I've  never been this happy.
He sat next to me at lunch,tried to make proper conversations and failed miserably and  it was sickingly cute.I swear everytime he looks at me,I forget what I had on mind,I mean his eyes are so breathtaking that they leave me speechless.Okay I may be  a little bit exagerating ,but I do feel weird everytime Im around him.
The whole day passed quickly and I was suprised when harry slipped his fingers in between mine.
"I think we'll walk together."
"of course."
The whole walk was spent talking and laughing like two toddlers.And I would be lying if I said I didnt enjoy it.
And when we arrived at our houses he stopped and turned to face me.
"I really enjoy being with you sara."
"me too.but I still need answers."
"Wow you changed the topic so easily."he said in a playing mood.
"That's one of my scpecialties."
"glad to know."
And then I realised that he's the one who knows how to change topics.
"No,you have to answer me."
"okay,what do you wanna know?"he asked innocently.
"where did you get my number from?"I asked feeling happy that I'll finally know everything.
"Louis,we already know each other and I asked him your number."
"euhm,okey.and what did you think about sending me anonymous messages?"I know these questions shouldn't be asked but I just cant help my curiosity.
"I saw crying all the time.I remember I saw you the first day after....you know ...the pictures leaked,I saw you going to the bathroom,looking devastated.And I wanted to do something, to not just let you suffer.and sending messages seemed as a good idea."he sighed after this long monologue.And what suprises me is that I remember every single thing he said.I remember I was mad because because he was looking at me with pitty in his eyes.The thing that I didnt know is that that same person is my saver.
"I really dont know what to say.I mean I am so thankful for everything you did for me.And I wish I just can pay you back.
"let's just forget about that,we dont have to bring history back,all we have to care about is the futur."and I couldn't do a thing but laugh at his words.He is special.He smiled back and ooh his smile,even if I use the most flattering words that have ever existed,it wont be fair to it's beauty.
I finally stopped staring,and looked at my house.
"I think I have to go now.Bye"
"goodbye"was all what he said while he headed towards his house.
I got home and of course to my room.I sat and as usual started to think.
I rememeber how I was before all of this.How obessed I was over zayn,and unforunatly how naïve I was.But then again,everybody make mistakes so I dont have to be hard on myself.I think that,for my sake,I have to talk to zayn tomorrow.I just have to get my own closure.
My mind quickly darted towards Rose,how she tried to warn me,she was a good person and I think that I would enjoy being frineds whith her.Talking about friends,I forgot Louis,my own friend.
And with that  I quickly dialed his number.
"hello"
"hey sara how are you?"
"im good,actually very good.What about you?"
"Im fine.What made this cherpy?"
"Harry said everything he told  me that he was the anonymous sender,we got along so good.and im so happy."
"wow,that devoloped quickly.I never thought that he's going to confess."
"Actually,I kind of pushed him into it."
"That's suprising ,I dont know you as the first step person."He said with suprise in his tone.
"trust me I never was."
We spent hours and hours talking ,time flying by and neither of us realising it.
The next morning I got up,with only one idea on my mind : talking to zayn.
I got up ,chose some decent clothes and got downstairs to meet my parents.I found them already on the table,I quickly kissed them as a hello,feeling energetic again.
I sat on the table and to my suprise,I talled to my parents,and had a decent converstation.
I got out and found Harry waiting and smiling at me.
"good morning."
"good morning."
We began walking and I sensed that he was a bit nervous,not acting like himself.
Anyway we got to school,and said to Harry that I have something to do.So he went by himself leaving me alone.
I searched for Zayn and saw him with his click.So I walked towards him feeling as confident as ever.
"hey,zayn."He quickly snaped his head towards me probably suprised by my voice.
"what do you want?"Suddenly,the hallway became silent waiting for my response,I felt a little bit nervous but I managed to hide it.
"Im so sick of you,you stole my life,you ruined me and I never did anything bad to you.You claimed that Im such a cheep persos, sending nudes to you.Well Now  I just want to say one thing,your father woudn't be happy when he'll hear this.That his only child drugged  a teenager took off her clothes,and took her pictures."as soon as I mentioned his father he got pale,and looked so scared ,then I knew that I did  hit a nerve.
"So,if you dont want that to happen,you have to apologize."
"you're not serious."he fired back.
"Im dead serious"I said and gave him one og  my killer glares.He seemed taken back by it.And I was so happy because I finally feel like I have the upper hand.
"Im sorry,and I did everything you said.Now go away,I dont talk to nerds like you."
After hearing it,I quickly slaped him.Not knowing how I got the confidence to do such thing.And then He became so mad,he got his hand up ,and just when i closed my eyes waiting to feel the hit,it never came.
i opened my eyes ro see that liam has got him pushed against  the wall.
"You dont want to do it.You dont want to hit a girl."Liam warned zayn.And Im so grateful for him sticking up  for me.So I quickly whispered a thank you to him.
I decided that I have got what I needed,so I just walked away,and with one last glance when I saw liam leaving zayn go.
I left and walked towards my class.I saw harry again waiting for me.
"hey"he greeted me.
"hey,what's going on.You seem a litle bit nervous."
"No ,im not .Okay maybe I am.Listen Im gonna make this easy for us.Would you,sara jesson,go on a date with me tomorrow?"he finally stuterd out.
"I don't know.Let me think about it."and he seemed convinced by it .Did her really think that I will refuse him .I hope not.
."of course you peice of shit.of course I'll go out with you"I said to him ,trying to hide my own smirk.
"what a romantic way to say it."he fired back.and we just laughed at it.
We got into the class and sat at our normal seat.
I started to think about our date.Is it going to be under the stars in a very romantic place.or just in a normal cinema.either way I know it's gonna be perfect because it's with harry.
"Mrs jesson,would you please pay  attention,Im sick of you always in the clouds."I mutered a sorry and did what I do best :stare at harry.
And then everything is back to how it all started.Me sitting close to harry,daydreaming about him.The only silght change is that now.Im a new cofident,independent,strong and beautiful sara.I am sara that gagned back faith.

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The end. hope you enjoyed it and thank you for reading.

I just want to put out that this story is titled as faith,so I really wanted to focus on a girl who lost faith and gagned it.and Harry was the key for it.

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