faith H.S

who said so

I can't believe my ears,Harry ,my neighbor is the one who told him,wich means he knows everything about me.Does this means that harry is 'S',I mean ; that person knew about cutting and all the other problems only I knew about.Wich brings me to think that he is in fact 'S'.

"hey,sara are you there?"I heard Louis calling for me.Confused is the only adjective that can describe me right now,the guy who lives next to me is the person I've been looking for, for a pretty long time.

"yes Im here"I reponded with a shaky voice.

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know Louis,I just don't know what to know,I simply think that I have no idea on what to do."Louis just told me this and I feel guilty for hiding 'S' on him."Well,louis I've been keeping a secret from you too....there was someone who was sending me anonymous messages,and it's been helping me a lot ,and now I started to think that harry was the anonymous sender."I said out of breath,feeling like a huge weight getting off my shoulders.

"I actually think it's him, cuz he cared so freakin much about you.He really told me everything about you,how you changed,how you stopped smiling,and only a person who cares could notice this.I think it might be him."he said,so harry cared for me that much.me?why me? im not that special so why he cares for me that much?

"okay,goodbye now,I'll talk to you soon."

"okay,goodbye.love ya."and with that he hang up.

And now im left to my thoughts by my own.

Harry styles is 'S'??? I just can't believe this.All this time it's been him,helping me through everything.This is the most suprising thing I've heard for a very long time.I always knew someone cared for me ,but not harry,not the cute yet nice and strange neighbor.How can this be real,the guy that I started talking to but ignored me is the same person who's been conceiling me with myself.I satrted to think of him,and I got lost in him,his tallness,his smile,his hair,his dimples,he's the perfect image of the perfect teen,and that same person cares for me.me. Sara,the normal,used to be depressed,the usual sara is now the point of attention for a very beautiful teen.Harry cares for me,and to think of that is already hard,not even realising it.

I walke home and luckily I hadn't come across harry,I honestly don't know what to do when I see him,will I bea able to talk to him,will I ever be sure if it's him 'S'.

I went to my room and really started to think.I remember how I used to be so confused about him,sometimes he used to be so nice,then suddenly he became rude.Which made me act a little bit defensive when it came to him.The memory of our countless eye contact made me smile.Everytime I looked at him,he took my breath away,hiseyes never failed to amaze me,and in all this thinking I strated to think of something im afraid to confess.One question is prooved,am i falling for harry?or worse am I really in love with him.

I don't konw how my life turned into this,I used to be nobody,and now I have this cute neighbor who saved me who helped me to find my strong self.Like I said this only make me dazed,not knowing what to think of.

I got my phone and searched for some old marron 5 songs,suprisingly Im into love songs mood.I slep with the thought of the cheeky tall dork who lives next to my house,and I swear I never felt this grateful for our house location.

The next morning,I got up and wore some nice clothes ,feeling the need to impress.I got downstairs,ate breakfast and got out,only to be faced to harry.We had an eye contact,and then I felt like he was going to walk by himself ,and I can't let this happen.

"Hey ,Harry."I shouted/

I think he felt obliged to look at me,which he did,and I felt so happy.

"hey"he said waalking towards me.

"I think we agreed on going together."I said to him waitong for some sort of reaction but he just looked down.

"I..just thought you wouldn't be interested"

"Who said so."

"No one."and he just laughed.and I could've died from his laugh.How can someone be this perfect.I mean the way his eyes shine,his teeth glow.The only way that can describe me right now is the heart emoji,cuz im drooling over him.I think I've been staring at him for so long and he noticed it.My cheeks started to burn,I let my head down,then I felt his strong stare,and when I say my stomach turns,that my head spins,im not lying.No one ever made me feel this way.I remember I used to be shy next to boyz,but like this,not to this point.

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