We walked together,when we arrived to the school's door we just said goodbye and headed towards our classes.Again I have a boring teacher who, im pretty sure, has already enough problems,something obvious from his deep constant frown.
Anyways,I slowly started to think about my walk with harry.How enjoyful it was.And how beautiful he is. I've also noticed that time flies when Im with him.Every joke has a funnier meaning,every quote has a deeper message,even the flowers look more beautiful when Im in his company.Which only leads me to think that spending time with Harry is like the warm embrace in a cold day,or the sweet lemonade on a very hot day.Harry is like the heaven I've been looking for for a long time,in wich I didn't believe in.Is that heaven is what we call love? .I believed I'll never fall in love,but I think I just fell for Harry.But im not in love with harry.Am i ? I think im going crazy.Bringing harry to me has only one consequence:me thinking that im going crazy.
Finally the bell rang,and I became excited because I was looking forward to meet harry.Or at least that's what I thought.When I entered the lunch room,I quickly spotted him,sitting with two clingy girls,not even trying to keep their hands to themselves.I just tried to igonre it and tear my eyes away,but honestly it was difficult.I thought that Harry cared for me,I was foolish enough to think that harry likes me back.I even convinced myslef to make the first move,but this only make me sadder,he always cared for me because he pittied me,how have I never thought of that?I mean Why do I always jump to conclusions that can make me happy,and not the reasonable one?
"Sara "I was cutt off from my thoughts by hearing my name called,I turned around and saw Liam.
"hey"I smiled the best smile I could manage,after that disappointment,It's really hard to pretend.
"I just came to tell you Im sorry.I belived him while you were all this time the honest one.I told him everything you recommended,and I really hope we should just forget everything that happened."
"It's okey,I always forgive people easily, so let's just forget that anything happened."
"okay"and then he turned around and faced me again.giving me his hands to shake it .Making it look like the cheesiest love stories on TV,and I couldn't help but laugh at his gesture.
"Hello,Im liam."
"Hey,Im Sara ,nice to meet you."I said fighting the urgue to bust out in laughter.
"nice to meet you too.How come I never notice a beauty such as you?"he said with a gentleman air.I just blushed and looked down.My problems with dealing with boys will always be the same,I don't know how to deal with compliments.And thanks to myself this became the most awkward scene that has ever existed.
Harry's POV
" but harry ,I really want to go to see it."Marie said whining.
"okey,go who's stopping you."being used to her shamless self.
"No , I want to go with you."
And just then,I saw Sara talking to Liam being as happy as ever.They're obviously having fun together.Poor me, who thought I had a chance.Like,in the morning she was so happy with me,we laughed and discussed our ideas,forgetting the world,I thought that we were in our own world ,our own bubble.But now I started to think that she shares her hapiness with one guy,she choosed him,she even got on a date with him.Now I just feel bad for myself,I really believed I had a chance with her.But looking at her now being extremely happy with Liam showed how wrong I was.I probably shoud get over her.
"hey,Harry.."Marrie once again called for me.I looked back at her confused.
"I said are you going to the cinema with me?"I looked back at sara,at her smile at her shinny eyes, and took my decision.
"yea,of course."and now I got a date with Marie.I just don't know how to feel about this.
Sara's POV
Lunch was okay,sitting with Liam helped me to forget the disappointment I felt earlier,and I couldn't ignore that I enjoyed the attention I got from Liam.I don't care about him being a part from the school's hotties group.After that experience with zayn I realised that looks can decieve,but I just get the vibe that liam could never do anything bad to me.
The whole day passed as always,me being as bored as hell from studies.,and spending the whole time thinking.I searched for Harry so we can go back together,but I couldn't find him.I just don't know why does he always say that we'll walk back together if he knows he'll never make it.Then I smiled when I saw him walking towards me,but my smile slowly faded when I saw that same girl in the lunch next to him.
"Harry"I called for him,I need to konw what's going on.
"hey sara,Im sorry, but I can't walk with you,I have something to do."
"okay."and then I just walked away not feeling the need to hear what he has to say.Im already broken,and I don't need his words that can make my scars even deeper.
I went home by myself having only music as an entertainer.I don't know what to think about right now.How much I was jealous of that girl?or How much I enjoyed talking to Liam or Am I really in love with harry?I think my questions are going to drive me crazy some day ,or Am I already crazy?OH the irony.
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faith H.S
Fiksi PenggemarSara is a normal girl having a normal life ,living with a huge crush on the school's hottie zayn. What Sara never knew is that fate planned her a love story with her neighbor harry styles.