When I'm about to reflect, I realized that there is more pain than being cheated on, not being loved by the one you love, not getting the attention of the person you want to talk to, or being ignored. Being treated nicely by the person you like is the most painful thing that you could ever feel— the way he talks to you, the way he reacts to your jokes, the way he responds to your messages, is the nicest and yet the most painful.
Because he can be very nice to you, but he cannot be in love with you.
It will stab you in the heart thinking that he can reciprocate your kindness but he can never reciprocate your feelings.
So I guess that the most painful thing that you could ever feel is being treated nicely by the person that you have ever wanted. It sucks. It slaps. It hurts.
