Because you don't want to accept the truth. You can't let go of the rope that keeps you hanging. You just can't. Because for you, it's not over yet. It can still be saved. It can get back from what it used to be. But no, it won't happen anymore. He already left. He is happy with someone new. He doesn't love you anymore. Don't try to beg for his love. Don't be his ghost. Say those words to yourself until you accept them. And when that time comes, you will finally be free— free from everything that keeps you from falling apart.
