The Diary of Mia

December

December 10, 2017

Dear Diary,

Today I saw Josh at the Supermarket, he gives me a shy wave and a hopeful look that I couldn't return. I met him during middle school, we both were 11 at that time and we became friends really fast and by the time we were 14 we started to date. He was respectful and nice, we were both shy but we worked really nicely.

We broke up after 2 years of dating at the age of 16, that day I remember the pained look in his eyes, he told me to stay with him, to give him a second chance to fix whatever he did wrong but Josh was perfect, he never did anything wrong, he made me the happiest I ever been. It was me who didn't deserve him, I'm was and still am worthless. He deserves someone as pure and innocent as he is. Now at 19 he still makes me feel butterflies every time I see him but he still is perfect and beautiful. He doesn't love me anymore and that breaks me inside.

I was pure and innocent as Josh at first but that was until I met the monster that likes to enter my body, he poisoned my mind and body. I couldn't stay with Josh when he was so alive and I was dying inside. I still am dying inside, I'm empty.

Sincerely,

Mia