The Diary of Mia

June

June 10, 2018

Dear Diary, 

               Today was my 20th birthday, my parents made a small party with my family and friends. My friends all have been so supportive and they try to spend as much time with me as they can and since is summer vacation, they have a lot now. We are planning to go to London next month to make our friendship stronger. 

        I have been feeling happy like never before, I feel free now. 

      Josh showed up a little late since he was working today, his blushing face gives me a big smile once he saw me and my heart that a little jump like it always does when it sees him. 

  Josh has been visiting me more and more since that day at the hospital. He broke down crying once he found out what happened to me. He felt guilty that he wasn't with me at my darkest time, that he couldn't see through me. 

   Now Josh and I are friends again and we talking slow, getting to know each other. He knows we can date until I conformable with myself and the world around us, he knows it's going to take some time for that but he is willing to wait all his life for me and I want him to wait, I want to get better soon to be able to love me and share it with him and everyone around me. 

I'm going to make it, I'm going to do it, I have hope.

 I'm learning to live with my thoughts and to express my feeling through everything that I do.

This is the last page of this diary and I'm going to start a brand new one where I hope I can write about only my happiness and my dreams. This is a dark chapter that ends here in this last page, in this last entry. Now I'm going to write a new one where I'm alive and where I'm making a life where I don't hate myself or my life.

Goodbye diary, goodbye old me.

Love,

  Mia