March 10, 2018
Dear Diary,
Today I woke up at the hospital. Why you may ask? Well, I told you I wanted to die. That day after I wrote what I thought was going to be my last entry.
That day I went out and get my family favorite cake. We sat down for dinner, get some cake while laughing and enjoying ourselves. I cuddle with my mom and dad on the couch while they were watching a black and white movie, they looked at me weirdly since they know I'm not a fan of those types of movies and that I don't usually have too much physical contact with anyone but I wanted to feel their warm one last time so I sat there with their hands around me.
That day I also spend time with my brother something I rarely do since he lives at college and when he is home to visit, I spend my time in my room with my dark thoughts. We play video games and joked around like old times.
At 10 pm we all went to our rooms like usual since my parents needed to wake up early for work and my brother and I for school but instead of going to sleep, I cleaned my room I didn't want my mom to have to clean the mess I have in my room after was I'm gone.
I wrote goodbye letters to my family where I told them everything and then I went to the bathroom and I grabbed my razor. I sat down on the floor, I put the razor on my wrist and made a very deep cut and I did the same on the other wrist. I sat there with blood coming out of me, the more blood the weaker I felt, my eyes start to close on their own until they closed completely.
Sincerely,
Mia
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The Diary of Mia
Ficțiune adolescenți"I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to cut. I want to die." --unknown
