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Secrets??

Tilly's POV:

It's been 2 weeks since I last saw everyone since I decided to "visit a friend" honestly I just need some time off, I'm vomiting almost every day now and I'm just not feeling well. Period. Should I tell all the guys or Lily? *sigh what am I gonna do I'm 19 almost 20 years old and my boyfriend died in an accident, How am I supposed to deal with a kid now?! My life is a complete mess, great now I have a throbbing pain in my head.

I get up to walk to the kitchen to get some crackers from the top cabinet and instead manage to grab a packet of sleeping pills, as soon as I grab the sleeping pills my hand goes weak and instantly drops the packet onto the ground. As my hands shake I just stand there and stare, what was I about to do? I have been in this apartment for too long I need some fresh air.

I finally get changed out of my pyjamas after what almost 2 weeks. My outfit now consists of a teal stussy hoodie with white denim shorts, I step out the door with my keys in one hand and bag in the other. Something doesn't feel right and when I look down my feet are shoe-less, no wonder my feet where so cold. I quickly rush again to my wardrobe to grab my blacks vans and slide them on, now my feet don't feel so cold. I decide to walk to central park to get the fresh air that I have been longing to have, from the bench I am sitting at I can hear the lions and monkeys at the zoo. I can't believe I'm sitting in the same place I sat almost 15 years ago, I can even remember my grandparents and I sitting here on my fourth birthday;

Flashback:

"Grandpa!! Can we pweese go feed the ducks pretty pweese" The young Tilly says as she pouts

"Ahhaah ok Tilly but call me Hal abeoji! Ok?" my grandpa said, the young Tilly looks confused

"Hal abeoji? What does dat meaneu?" She asks

"Well it means grandpa in Korean" he says

"What's k-Korean?" Tilly asks

"Well it's an amazing language from an amazing language that your grandpa grew up learning" He whispers

"Ahhhhhhh ok does mommy and daddy know?" he asks

"No they don't promise to go there one day and make Hal abeoji proud" grandpa said as a tear rolled down his cheek.

: End of Flashback

Wow if only Hal abeoji knew how much I've been through, he would've been so proud knowing that I lived Korea, learnt the language and even had a Korean boyfriend. I miss him so much, almost as much a Jungkook. Anyways so much for my fresh air now I'm just going to go to the grocery store to actually buy food, I don't think I've eaten in 4 days no wonder I lost freaking 5 kilos. I go to the closest store 'Morton Williams Supermarket' to buy the essentials, I walk in and head straight to the snacks section then to the frozen section. I pick up some Doritos and salsa, eggs, milk, chicken and FRUIT LOOPS. Man I haven't had those in a while. I walk to the register and pay for the groceries and take the bags from the cash register lady, never knew what they were called. It's already dark outside now, so I started to walk home. I have this strange feeling as if I'm being followed, I slowly start to run rather than walk. After I pass an alleyway I turn around to see no one, phew I'm safe.

I arrive at the apartment and throw my bags on the counter and throw myself on the couch, I look through my phone for a bit then a thought passes through my head. Should I visit the guys? What would they do if they knew, would they be supportive or not? Uhh I don't know, I'll go anyways. Their place is at least 1 and half hours away so I call a taxi to drive me there, we past the big shiny buildings of the city and find ourselves in a peaceful area with a few apartment buildings. These guys always wanted to be isolated from everyone, as I get out of the cab the same feeling I had earlier comes back. Anyways I walk to the door and ring on the doorbell, straight away and angry Taehyung shows up and grabs my hoodie and drags me into the house.

"YAH TAEHYUNG WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" I scream but he quickly puts his hand over my mouth. He takes me to his room and throws me on the bed. He shuts the door and grabs something out from his pocket and shoves it in my face.

"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!" He shows me my pregnancy test, oh shit did I forget that here?

"U-um Taehyung you see that is an instrument that you use to measure things in the oven" I said whilst probably having an unconvincing look on my face.

"WHAT? Tilly what aren't you telling me!" Tae shouted

"NOTHING, I'M NOT HIDING ANYTHING" I shout

"WHAT ARE THESE 2 LINES!!?TILLY TELL ME NOW!" Tae shouts and grabs my hand.

"FINE TAEHYUNG YOU WANNA KNOW? I'M FLIPPIN PREGNANT!! HAPPY NOW? WHAT THE HELL AM I MEANT TO DO WITH A KID. JUNGKOOK IS DEAD, YOU AND THE REST OF BANGTAN ARE ALWAYS BUSY AND I'M ALL ALONE!" I say as I burst into tears. Taehyung's expression changed completely.

"T-tilly" Tae says as he tries to comfort me. I shove his hand away and head for the door, as I open the door I see Namjoon and Yoongi eavesdropping on us.

"L-look Tilly we are so sorry for listening in on your conversation but remember we'll always be here for you-" Namjoon says

"Yeah No matter what" Yoongi finishes Namjoons sentence. I feel a hand on my shoulder and turn to see Taehyung. I'm so overwhelmed at this point so I just get on Taehyungs chest, he pulls me into a big hug followed by Namjoon and even Yoongi.

Who knew how my life was gonna turn out now, I mean can a foreigner blend in? Or will they stand out?

Will I always remain a Foreigner?

~~~♡You Have Reached The End♡~~~
Of
'The Foreigner'

Authors Note:
Hey guys, well that's a WRAP[So sorry] you've reached the end of the story. Hope you liked the Foreigner and hopefully it's wasn't to boring,long,weird or all the above. 

Big thanks to you guys for so many reads almost up to 3K. 

Till next time and next book

-PrincessKookieTae