Endless Love

Chapter Twenty Eight

Hi, hello. i'm trying not to skip writing anymore cause i miss it, hopefully i post this before january ends hehe. (that obviously didn't happen)

please comment and vote if you like what i am writing, i think i might try to end this story soon. people just arent reading anymore so i'm basically writing for myself lol.

idk

enjoy chapter twenty eight...

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Sean's Pov

"Ariana.." I said quietly as we sat in silence, I heard her sniffle and I sighed. "You have to talk to me, please." I begged as I put my hand on her knee, she sniffled again and tried to shake my hand off her knee. "Baby.." I said as I stared at her, she didn't look my way. I moved my hand and sighed. "Can I go, I have a meeting to get to soon and this is going nowhere." I said since I was a little hurt by Ariana's actions right now, Dr. Brooks nodded and handed me a slip of paper. I thanked him before getting up, I kissed Ariana's forehead on my way out and went straight to my car.

I quickly got into my car and right when I shut the door I let out a scream that I didn't know I was holding in. I slapped my hands on the steering wheel and screamed. "Fuck" I yelled before I laid my head on the wheel and tried to catch my breath. I didn't even notice I was crying, I didn't know this hurt so much. My wife is suicidal and I had no idea. My will to go to the meeting completely flew out of the window, I turned on my car and quickly cut off the radio before driving off.

Ariana's Pov
One hour later..

I turned off my car after parking and looked around me, I sighed and got out of the car with only my phone. I locked the doors and slowly followed the trail to where I wanted to go. "I knew I would find you here" I said quietly as I sat down next to Sean, he lifted his head out of his hands and looked at me with bright red eyes. "I'm sorry" I said quietly as I put my phone face down in front of me, he shook his head and looked away from me. "You're sorry.. Ariana, sorry doesn't make this better. I'm your fucking husband, you can always fucking talk to me what on earth made you think you couldn't talk to me about this. I love you with everything I have in me Ariana, there is nothing I wouldn't do for you, almost seven years of marriage and you can't talk to me" Sean yelled which made my heart sink into a pit in my stomach, I started crying without even realizing it but I didn't move, didn't make a sound.

"We have two children together Ariana, two, they need you more than anything and for you to not tell me that you're not okay isnt sitting right with me" He said after he had calmed down a little, I sighed and wiped my face gently. "We have three children" I said quietly as I stared at the waterfall, it was silent so I slowly turned my head to look at Sean. "What," he said bluntly, I shrugged and put my hands in my lap. "I found out yesterday, I didn't want to tell you yet, until I knew how you felt, or how the kids felt." I said quietly as I turned my head back to the waterfall, I could see Sean moving out of the corner of my eye but I didn't say anything.

"I didn't want you to leave me. It's hard, every single day is hard, I wake up hoping to see all four of my children and when realization hits I get sick, I spend all day at home, thinking about the kids, how things would've been. Every time I want to bring it up i'm scared that it'll make you doubt me and leave me. I haven't done anything to hurt myself since they passed, I swear on my life Sean. I hate living but I would never do anything."

"Why aren't you taking your meds" He asked me. I laughed and wiped under my eyes again. "You mean the meds that have me walking around the house like an emotionless zombie" I said bluntly, Sean groaned and put his hand on mine. "I would never leave you" He said softly, I looked over at him and shrugged. "I'm scared Sean. I don't want to do anything but what if I cant help myself" I said quietly, Sean wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer to him. "I will be here for whatever you need baby, I will take off from work I will help as much as I can" He said as he pulled me closer to him, I laughed through my tears and hit him.