ETHMA

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emma' s pov

My phone buzzes, it's the sister squad chat.

sister squad💯
james💄💋: hey sisters! we need to hangout and film a sister squad video
gray🥴: yes we do, anyone free today? me and ethan are free
ethan🤪:  wow gray, you just assume i'm free
gray🥴: it's not like your busy or have any plans
ethan🤪: i have plans
gray🥴: what might those be?
emma🤩: hey fuckers, stop fighting!
ethan🤪: i'm hanging out with emma, we have plans today.

we do? Ethan never mentioned hanging out, he must have just said it to get back at grayson. Then my phone buzzes again, a private message from ethan.

private chat🤞🏽
ethan🤪: can you hangout today? sorry i needed to piss gray off. just act like we are hanging out, but i actually wanna hangout so, you free?
emma🤩: haha sure, i'm free all day. had all of my meetings yesterday
ethan🤪: great, i'll be over in 20 mins?
emma🤩: 10?
ethan🤪: fine, see you;)

then i see that grayson messages back on sister squad chat.

sister squad💯
gray🥴: is this true? emma do you guys have plans?
emma🤩: ya ethan is coming over to hangout for a bit. How about this evening we get together and film?
james💄💋: sister emma and sister ethan are to busy for us
gray🥴: damn ethan was right for once..
ethan🤪: hey! not funny, i'm always right
gray🥴: oh sure sure
james💄💋: knock it off you 2! now tonight at 5:30 everyone meet at the twins house:) i'm going to meet up with anthony, bye kitty girls!
gray🥴: what about me? i'm just gonna be lonely all day?
ethan🤪: did you say juanpa was coming over?
gray🥴: oh shit ya, bye

haha i love my friends. i'm actually like really excited for ethan to come over. i have been kinda down lately... i have been pushing everyone away so the fact that i'm letting ethan come over is huge. for some odd reason, he is one of the only people who i feel like i can tell everything and he doesn't judge me or think i'm a bad person. which is rare but somehow i managed to find my person:)

i should get up and get ready.. im gonna wear this coral pinkish color sweatshirt.. wait this is ethan's oops. This is from him being over last week. I'll wear it because i feel safe in it. and i'll wear this pair of black loose shorts. then i go into my bathroom and brush my teeth, put on deodorant, grab a scrunchie and pull my long dark hair up into a loose pony tail. done. i grab my phone then i walk downstairs and wait for ethan to arrive.

5 minutes later

*knock knock knock*

"i'm coming." i get up and pull open the door. "hi" ethan says while smiling. he pulls me into a tight hug. i feel him place his chin on the top of my head. i pull away and look up at him. "you're so beautiful." ethan says while smiling at me. i blush and look down. I walk over and sit down on the couch. "can we watch a movie?" i look up at ethan and he nods. "what movie?" i shrug. "how about 'run'?"  ethan suggests. "ya sure, haven't seen it yet." I go and grab them tv remote. "emma?" I turn around to look at him. "you seem not okay. you know you can talk to me." I go over and sit down and look into ethan's eyes. They look very green today... emma focus.

"ethan.. i have been feeling really weird lately. i thought that i was doing okay then i don't know it just hit me. i feel like i'm drowning and their is no one there to save me. because i pushed them away.." my eyes are getting watery. emma no, you cannot cry. I see ethan just sitting there starring into my eyes. "emma, i'm here. i will not let you drown. i don't care how many times you push me away i will always be here." he wipes my tear off my face with his thumb. "you mean to much to me." we both smile at one another.