ETHMA

18

‼️MATURE LANGUAGE IS USED‼️

ethan's pov

"emma! how.. how.. how could you? i-i thought y-you loved me." i jolt awake. i turn from laying on my side to my back. i stare up at the ceiling and wipe the sweat off my forehead. holy shit that was a nightmare for sure. once my heart rate is finally back fo normal. i get up to go find grayson. "gray!" i yell as i walk into the kitchen. "ethan?" he looks at me funny. "what?" i ask gray in a rude tone. "you have something on your neck." he points his finger on his neck to show me where it was on mine.

"oh um.. it's nothing." i place my palm over it. "when'd you get it?" gray asks me. "2 days ago." i look away shyly. "nice, how's em doing anyways?" that reminds me i should text her. "oh she good, she is in new york right now for a fashion thing. i miss her already though." i look down sadly. "how long is she gone?" gray asks. "she gets back in a week." he nods and pats my shoulder as he walks out of the kitchen.

emma's pov

i hate new york so much, i know i am spoiled and what not but honestly new york just isn't the place for me, the place for me is with ethan. i miss that asshole more than words and it's only been like 1 day. shit, i'm so clingy. i think i an going to leave new york tomorrow instead of  in a week.

i made my trip longer because i wanted like 5 days to spend around new york, but now i just want to be home. i need to call someone. let's try ethan and is he doesn't answer then my mom.

*facetime calls ethan*

em: *ethan answers* baby!
e: em! i miss you
em: i miss you more
e: nope i miss you the most
em: haha sure, what you doing?
e: just ate breakfast
em: nice
e: how's new york?
em: eh kinda boring
e: what? new york? are you actually in new york?
em: this place isn't fun without friends
e: see you always need me
em: your my friend now?
e: i'm not?
em: babe. your my boyfriend.
e: boyFRIEND!!
em: ok fine fine *laughs*
e: hey, come home soon. ok?
em: no promises
e: i don't accept that answer
em: sure sure
e: haha i love you
em: i love you more
e: i love you the most
em: i love you the mostest!!
e: haha you make me smile
em: aww you make me blush
e: your so cute
em: your cuter
e: nope
em: yes
e: nope
em: *knock knock* oh shit, someone's here let me check. *runs to the door looks through the peephole.*
e: emma! who is it?
em: my manager! *emma answers the door* hey love, i will call you back after ok?
e: ya that's fine.
em: i love you.
e: love you more beautiful!
em: *ends call*

*switching pov to 3rd person*

emma invites her manager in, she sits on the end of the bed as her manger sits in the desk chair. "what's up?" she asks. "emma i have been doing some thinking." her manager is stalling. "ya and?" she rushes him.

"how do you feel about moving to new york?" her jaw drops. she stands up, and starts pacing. then sits down once again. "you know that my entire life is in california right? i grew up there, i still live there! i love there! fuck the love of my life is there!" emma rants. "eh all of that is replaceable, you can easily remake new memories here and even find a guy even a better one th-" emma interrupts her manager. "what are you talking about? ethan is perfect and my family is in california!" emma is pissed off now.

"you can travel back like twice a year, it's just a state. there is nothing special about it. plus here you could have a better career here in new york! think about your face all over times square and you would make so much more brand deals." her manager tries to persuade her. "no, i am sorry. i can't just leave. i love california and i want to love there not here." emma states. "fine but you will need to find another manager." he stares at her. she rolls her eyes. "great thanks. also i'm leaving new york tomorrow, or even tonight whenever i feel like it! now goodbye." she kicks him out of her hotel room.

she closes the door then dives onto her bed. she just lays there face down against the clean comforter. she starts crying.

emma's pov

it's all too much, i can't do this anymore. i just want my mom. i wipe my tears and get up and put on ethan's sweatshirt and grab my phone to call my mom. sorry ethan, ill call you later.

e (emma): *mom answers* mom.
em (emma's mom): hey em i miss you
e: i miss you to mom. *emma cries to her mom over the phone*
em: hey you doing ok darling?
e: no
em: what's up?
e: i'm in new york as you know and i hate it here, i miss you and ethan. then my manager told me that i should move to new york for better job opportunities and that everything in california is replaceable. then i told him no and he said i need to find another manager.
em: that bitch! i'm sorry baby. i'm glad you stuck with your heart though and do you feel like you made the right call?
e: i do
em: good now stick with that and know that i love you and that ethan loves you too.
e: thanks mom. i will come up to see you sometime in this month.
em: ok, i love you.
e: i love you too mom.

*hangs up*

i should probably call ethan now... actually. i'm kind of tired, i'll just text him and text him i'm going to bed.

em: hey love, sorry i didn't call you back. i am very tired from today so i'll text you tomorrow. i love you♥️

e: oh ok, hope to talk to you tomorrow. i love you more beautiful, sleep tight xx
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