Entry 6 ~ 🐤🐣🐝
Moths hit my stomach wall
Forcing out a gag
I feel sick with disgust
This is all I am
The bubbling distaste that rises within me
when I hear my voice
The nausea that overwhelms me when I see myself
Mirrors hurt, stupid girl
Does she want to love herself
Mirrors show ugly truth
Dark under eyes
Laughter is an empty noise
Arms too thin to hold the weight
Comes crashing while everyone is ok
Fear is constant and necessary
Do I want to be ignorant to my stupidity
Grinding teeth
Tight, tight throat
Shaking arms and shallow breathes
I am too weak to cope
Or people don't understand
Mirrors hurt, pathetic girl
Does she want to know herself
Mirrors show ugly truth
Dark under eyes
Smiles break her face
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Empty ~ Poetry
PoetryA collection of thoughts, poetry, depression, and anxieties TW - Contains self harm and suicide
