Who am I?
Who do they want me to be?
Who do I want to be?
I am me.
They want me to be something I am not.
I want to be the best person I can be.
Who is the best person I can be?
The best person I can be is someone who feels loved, someone who IS loved.
Someone who is happy.
Is that someone me? No.
Is that who I want to be?
Yes.
But.
Where do I find someone who can help me get there?
I see all my other friends they look happy.
I try to be happy.
But I guess it's just not for me.
I guess right now all I need to be is free.
To find a place where I can be me.
Where I can be myself and not be judged.
Oh, wait.
I think.... I think I have found that place.. Or should I say that person.
"Who ?"
You might well ask...Well for now we will just call them 'Alex'.
Now I am not sure if I will show alex this.
But if I do, I want alex to know that...I can honestly say that alex is the best thing that has happened in my life.
And I highly doubt it will change.
Alex is the happy-go-lucky type of person. You know... the person with doesn't give a damn about other people's opinions.
The person who you feel you can tell your darkest secrets.
Who you cannot stand, but can always make you feel better; no matter how deep of a funk you're in.
I think we all have a person like that. Now, whether we know it or not, we all do.
Half the time we don't recognize it.
But when you do you should tell that person how amazing they truly are, and never let them forget that.
Because alex you have truly, without a doubt, have made a big impression on my life. Stay true.
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The Scribblings of Shane Coronado
Poetry"All these damn tears don't fix a thing but I can't stop them from flowing down my face."
