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twelve; a monster

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"no! i'm not losing control so you can see a monster!" i shouted, getting pissed.

"maybe showing it would gain you control." grayson suggested.

i rolled my eyes, "no." i sat on his bed and didn't look at him.

out the corner of my eye, i could see him smirking and coming up with some sort of plan. my problem with grayson is that he's too fucking cute, i can't stay mad at him.

why does he look at me like that?

he walked over to me and pinned me down on the bed, gently, "yes." he whispered in my ear before kissing my cheek.

"i can't help but be scared, gray." i said, quietly.

he rolled over so i was on top of him, "i trust you. but, if you really don't want to, then don't, i don't want to force it. maybe gain control of your eyes first." he smirked.

i smiled, "like that's possible." i yawned and rubbed my eyes, i was starting to get tired. "pull the cover over, it's cold."

he did as i told him and held me close, i felt normal, i felt like a person.

i buried myself into his arms, and slowly drifted myself of to sleep.

it was a struggle, he smelt amazing and i wanted him but i knew that it wasn't the right time; it was impossible to ignore.

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light was peeking through the closed curtains, shades of red and orange. from what i could see, it looked beautiful.

i felt his arms around me and i felt secure, protected even.

what was odd was that i felt his breath on the back of my neck and vampires don't have to breathe, they only do to look normal. he was asleep, surely he wouldn't breathe?

i couldn't believe what we were doing.

i tried to get out of bed, but he was too strong and wouldn't let go. was i truly bothered about it? no, why would i be?

i didn't care what brad said, i'll love who i want to love. that's the end of it.

grayson slowly started waking up, proper slowly. i turned around and faced him, "morning." i smiled.

he smiled back, "it's morning? i slept?"

i nodded, "you snore louder than the whole pack put together." i sat up and stretched.

"that's definitely not true!" he exclaimed.

"how would you know?" i questioned. he shrugged and said nothing, he had no answer. i smiled and dragged him out of bed, "lemme show you something."

confused at first, he gave in and followed him. now, one thing i'm good at is climbing and we had to climb into the roof in order for me to show him.

it took a few minutes but we got up onto the roof, we sat together and he held my hand.

he was still so cold to touch, it's something that takes time getting used to. "come on, just watch." i smiled at him.

i enjoyed watching the sun rise and it'd be nice if he watched it with me, "i am!" he yawned, still waking up.

slowly, the sun started rising. graysons eyes lit up when he saw it, he was memorised by the colors; how could you not be? it's impossible to ignore the beauty.

"it looks so different today." he told me.

"how so?" i asked.

he shrugged, "i guess it's because i'm here with you."

"smooth." i laughed.

he wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me in close to him. i place my head on his chest, not hearing anything but i could feel him, his cold body filled with such life and happiness and a warm smile; a complete contrast.

i sighed, "let's go back into your room." i had to show him what i truly was, i couldn't hide the monster from him.

he nodded and we made our way down.

he jumped onto his bed, a cheeky grin on his face. i sat down next to him and looked at my hands, "you said you wanted me to shift so i thought about it and i'm willing to."

he sat up in shock, "are you sure?"

i nodded, "all i want you to do is locked the door and window and promise me you won't be scared."

"i've seen a wolf transformation before, alison, i just want to see you." he held my hand and smiled. i felt safe and secure with him, i trusted him and he trusted me. the fact that he wasn't afraid i'd lose control was incredible.

i sat and concentrated, slowly i could feel my face changing and my fangs and claws showing. you know werewolves in the tv show teen wolf? imagine that.

once the transformation was complete, i held my head in my knees. i was scared and i could sense that he was slightly too.

"alison? you okay?" he asked, he knew that it hurt because of i cried during all of it.

"yep! i'm perfect! i couldn't be better!" i answered sarcastically not moving.

he laughed, "why won't you look at me?" he tucked a bit of hair behind my ear and chuckled at the sight of them due to them being pointed and not normal basically.

"asshole." i stated.

"just look at me, baby. you'll always be beautiful to me." he said, comfortingly. eventually i gained the confidence to look at him.

he analysed every feature on my face. every change, difference and similarity. he place his hand on my cheek, gently and unsure.
he smiled, "you're beautiful."

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