When the younger boy's story ended, Changbin remained silent. There were many things he wanted to say but couldn't do so as they were stuck in his throat.
He didn't know that something like that happened to Felix. The only thing he know was that Felix went to Australia with Seungmin and Jeongin. No wonder, he sometimes felt that there was something he doesn't know about.
At that time, he was actually the one who was supposed to join Felix, but he wasn't able to go because his parents needed him at their home.
Felix told Changbin what happened to him in Australia the moment he came back. He told how he met with his former classmates again, how he, Seungmin and Jeongin had fun. He almost told everything...well, except for the part that Changbin only got to know about now.
"I-I didn't mean to not tell you about it. I seriously forgot what happened but when Chan hyung appeared, I remembered all of it again. I'm sorry for not telling you. I'm really sorry." Felix said quietly, guilt taking over him as tears threatened to fall from his eyes.
He didn't want to be hated by the person who he have been with for so long. He didn't want to be ignored by the one who was special to him.
The blond-haired completely broke down when he didn't get a reply from the older, burying his face in his hands and sobbing uncontrollably.
Changbin felt tears sprung to his own eyes because of seeing Felix crying over the thought that he will be hated by him—which will never going to happen since he could never hate such lovely human being like Felix.
He pulled the crying boy to his chest, embracing him tightly—not too tight but enough to let the younger know that he'll never hate him. Changbin comforted him with tender and love, making him feel warm inside.
"Lix, baby, I will never hate you. Yes, I'm upset that you only told me this today but that's not enough to make me hate you. In fact, I could never hate you. I understood everything you said, don't worry." Changbin pulled away slightly to wipe the tears on Felix's face that were falling down to his freckled cheeks. "Please don't cry. Crying doesn't fit you."
Felix looked up to him and sniffled before giving him a small smile. That alone made Changbin happy.
"Thank you..." His cheeks turned red when the older kissed his forehead. Oh my god.
"No problem."
"But..."
"Baby?"
Changbin froze.
"U-Um...I'm sorry I—"
"It's okay. I like it."
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※ i love that felix's hair is blond rn and that made happy because i've been waiting for that to come back. and ofc, if his hair turned to black someday, gOODBYE! :'))))))
gosh, i can't wait for their comeback. and for their concert here in ph sksksksks.
